its normal now .
its fine now .
i'd been emoing for lyk 1week .
& ie oso dunnoe ie emoing abt wad .
tke for example , during np'training ,
after amazing race , im hyper durinq th AR , but after tt , during poisonball ,
ie sat at 1corner , singgingg
suddenly , th tears came dropping , idk how it drop but , it drop .
althouqh my group de ppl lyk a , s , h , & co , dey're lyk soo in love in disturbing me ,
but when im lyk so freaking sad ,
dey suddenly juz came out when dey're in a squad ,
to ask me , 'am i alright ? '
juz a sweet lil sentence by dem , sweet ! :D
its just like another sweet moment w/ dem .
during poisonball , chitchatted w/ s .
chitchatted ALOT :D ,
HAHA , ie like 1 of her sentences ,
' ie onli see faces , dun see name ' .
lmao , :D , ie shall use tis sentence nxttime manzxz ! :D
seriously , i tink ie rlly had funn .
ie cant believe tt im stepping down so soon , like in 2-3months time .
i'll onli wan 1thing frm all of dem ,
ie juz wann em to rmb their happy moments w. me , thats it .
dey nonid to rmb my name or wadever ,
juz rmb my faces can alrdy ,
or worse , rmb tt , dey had fun in their cca , thats it .
it hurts , when ie saw dem kena scolding when dey din do anith ,
it hurts , when ie saw dem kena pumppinq or wadever .
but ie noe , dere'll always be a bad guy & a good guy ,
so lemme be th good one , while dem be the bad one ,
i must be happyy .
ie got a quite good results in CA .
so as my CCA ,
wad shuld ie be emo of ? .
idk .
chittchattinq w/ baddieh juz nw on msn .
been a long time since ue last heard me saeing my stories & happenings to you ,
been a long time since ie heard th consoling words frm you again .
hohoho , ie noe tt , u'll always be dere no matter wad right ! :)) .
hais , whye must i always be the one hypering ard , when im down too .
ie wanna be the best out of th best of mine too right ?
i'd been a goodgirl since the startinq of this yr ,
but , hais .
somehow .
i miss the owner of our pinkbabystitch .
i miss th quarrelings btwn us , althou it rlly pissed me off ,
butbut , its lyk , when that time u're enlisted ,
ie promised to send ue off . but we quarreled right ,
ie got emoed on that single day ,
i couldn't do anithing ,
even thou i forced myself to .
i tink i gonna kisiao soon ,
my head qonna burst ANYTIME .
BYE . :/
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