HEYYYAA :D ,
I've just finished uploading some picss ,
was looking at pastpictures like ..
yeahyeah , w. choukorkor ,
andand ,
With this 2 brothers of mine :D:D ,
FINALLYYY -
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and this ..
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some pictures made me think back ,
think back alot you see .
Its just sooo memorable :x .
S1-S4 , I've changed so much ,
I just found out that , my smiles on my face , & the laughter , was soo fake .
its just not that true smile anymore . not that true laughter anymore .
it seems like , its over.
Im not gonna get those smiles , laughters back .
I just feel soo miserable .
i love th times , i had w. all my fwens ,
Starting of this year ,
I've neglected almost every of my friend ,
i just felt so lonely in January;2010.
Cause of my neglectness , i scolded alot of people ,
like somebody asked me 'whr am i' ,
i replied , 'having fun in sentosa' .
guess that he was so frigging pissed at that time , HAHA ,
i can imagine :D .
i dint know that ,
i'm that unreasonable , so kiddish ,
HAHAHA , It just made me laugh .
Sec4' life is just ending in less than 2month .
August , September , October .
th N's is just coming nearer and nearer to me .
Its an major exam that i've been fightingg for since sec1 :) ,
yes , MrN's ,
Im leaving you exactly on 11thOct. Are you sad ? :D
Im super , duper happy !
if i manage to s5 next year , I'll be seeing your brother , MrO's .
Yeah , Hope your watching me from your side manzxz ,
NONONO , Let me pass Your N's first okay , Brother <3>
hais , im just crapping ~
Lets see if i could rmb .
S1 Events -
Actually no event ,
OHYES , I Skipped alot of NPCC-TRAINING & CAMPS w. AMELIACHAN :D
I'd a big achievement , PAINTING IN OUR TOILETS ! :D , HAHAHAH .
Yeah , I swear , Its cool <333333333333333333333333
I met you , MrLW . :D ,
Its suchaaa great memory w. you ,
like , when you wannaaa hold my hand , i'll shoo you away ,
we shared th same umbrellaa ! ;D
OHYEAH , Andandand , We played the same old game ,
we went ks & raid people maps tgt ,
so much of fun , :D ,
We break & patch for more then 5-6times ,
Just simply fun ~!
OHYES , Thanks for th monkey ! :D ,
S2 Events -
I ALSO SKIPPED ALOT OF TRAINING for th first half of th year ,
NEXT HALF , Everybody's screammingg asking me to go for npccc ;D
And yes , I quitted maple in 2008 ! :)
I met heal .
For all th old readers , Bet you guys rmbb ,
whad i said on my birthday in 2008 ?
HAAHA , Th long phrase .
' You said that , you would catch the stars & moon for me , '
' If Pigs can fly , So can me ! '
' I just love you lots , '
' Altho im just so pissed by ur bullyingg , Yourrr just so cute when bullyingg me '
Yeah , Thanks for everything you did for me .
Be it in maple & rL ,
Thanks for the tortise . iloveit .
i even kept it , IT BECAME MY DISPLAY MANZXZ , HHAHA :D
YEAH , And i met my this brother , MrG' .
EVERYTIME TELLL ME THAT ,
OH , iM going over to beijing , i've bought smth for you ,
Im going over to australia , I've bought smth for you ,
every country you gone , you said you bought smth for me .
you gone t. hongkong , buy laopobing , in e end machiam DEAD liao la ;/
inside ur stomache uh ? HAHAH :D
POKCHEQUE ! =/
A sweet guy , That i'll never forget (: .
Listening ears .
S3 Events -
i begin t. be active in npcc .
I begin to hyper in 2009 ,
i joined camp , i joined big events ,
i volunteered myself for everything ,
Yes , Altho its hard , ITS ALL WORTHWHILE !
I've been straightforward in 2009 .
I say everything i like , i say everything i wan ,
i do whatever i like , i do whatever i wan ,
yes , all because of this , I've gone thru a big quarrel .
Its just , ironic . or should i say , I COULD AVOID this .
but i just don't wan , im too tired on that day .
our attitude was bad , every girl ,
i've met this sweet guy , MrZ' at th other half of th year ,
actually , we knew each other since 2008 ,
we just nvr ever talk to each other untill th floorball .
im findingg people , and i asked you .
you tolded me , talked to me ,
you became my tallguy from that time onwards . :)
im your shortgirl .
After that , We bcame Dumbb & Bendan ,
On th first day we met , its first day of my work ,
i wore that 'apple-shirt' that T's said abt me . -.-
and , you laugh like hardcore lah !
): , You treated me ,
HAHAHAH . You bluffed me .
You said you dontknow whr's cine ,
and make me late for work for th firstday work in cine ): .
You pei me walk ard town . LITERALLY WALKING ARD ,
From ion , t. luckyplaza , back t. ion ,
t, takashimaya . and blablabla ,
dendenden , FINALLY !
I've got pissed coz my boss kept spamming my call -.-
i' gone and asked a angmoh ): ,
SI MRZ , LAUGH MACHIAM GOIN DIE LIKE THAT ,
YOU KNOW WHYE ? Coz cine is just infront of me ): .
I DINT SEE THAT CATHAY AT TH TOP LA ! WTF :/
we walk rounds at lv2 coz i just dont feel like going down ,
coz its dam xiasway =x .
you send me down , and look at me from upstairs . ;D
Th jiejie asked , Your stead ar ? .
i said , NOP .
At night , you came fetching me home despite of the last bus you'll take .
you bought for me oldchangkee & a mineral water that cost a BOMB lah ,
tmd , all plus tgt $10++ . RIDICULOUS LAH . :/
I even sleeep on your shoulder otw back .
You pei me wait for bus , & i rushed yoou home ,
following day & th following day , you asked me for stead ,
MIDNIGHT , I replied you next morningg ,
and yes , you accompanied me t. work , we had a FABULOUS time tgt luh :x
iloveyourpresent too .
altho i hurt youu on our 4thmonth'anniversary .
you said you prepared alot w. your friend ,
you throw away everything .
im rlly sad , i cry dam loud .
im at my grandma house .
i swear , i dam sad .
Im sorry . :/ .
Ohyes , I joined OBS after the 1month of stead .
I know i couldn't leave him ,
I must recieved every msg he send ,
This is the first time i ever love a guy so hard , so tx .
We knew each other not long ,
Obs was 5d4n , I skipped the 1st day just for you ,
We mited up . <3>
I bluffed my boss that i' dont wan work , as im going obs ,
Kay , Back to obs ,
I sat on MrL's car ,
I sent him a long msg before boarding on boat to OBS & give my phone to the people there ,
I know i MUST TAHAN !
There's nth SUMYILIN Cant' overcome :)
Changed , Said Hi to everybody ,
Its the most buaytong day ,
The 4day , time moves slow , RLLY SLOW .
learnt kayaking , capsize , safe people ,
During capsize , my whole mind was you ,
I rmb , I dropped my first tear for you in the oceann .
Forget it .
Yes , We went kayak back t. changi ,
rest for the day ,
Kayak t. Sembawang the following day ,
OH , I SWEAR ,
THIS IS THE DAY I FUGGING HATE !
Its the day when you're at sembawang at the same time ,
HOW I WISH THAT I COULD JUST GO OVER TO THE BBQ JUST TO SEE YOU .
I know you won'tmiss me .
but serious , Its like ,
we're both at the same place , BUT DIFFERENT AREA ,
Im at th beach , SAFRA , You too .
And that night ,
At the beach , Everybody is sitting on the beach ,
thinking of their stead .
So am i :) ,
Chattng w. Emily ,
Okay , Its sad , Terribly sad .
Its the 4th day ,
We nid t. kayak back from sembawang to OBScamp ,
8hrs or 6hrs ,
from morning ,
Nobody bring us , Nobody lead us ,
its on our own nw ,
Its scary as we're going against th current ,
and my partner had seasick .
I'nid keep oranges and sweet for him ,
on my mind , was , 4th day , faster end , please .
Yeah , Sea was scary ! ESP WHEN THERE'S THOSE OIL TANK ,
AND BIG BOAT ! !#$%^&* .
We had our best marvellous & fabulous night , Our last night tgt as a group , Kurt ,
Last day , We bathed ! YEAH :D ,
OH , WE TONNED THE PREVIOUS NIGHT , HAAHAH :D
Next day , we bathe in completedarkness .
Our group de chabor was tking turn to hold the torch.
Emily , me , And the other 2 joker was playing w, water outside
WHEN WE SHOULD BE CLEANNING THE KAYAK , HAHAHAH ^^
Kay , Had Jetty'Jump ,
We nid t. shout out our wish and jump down into th ocean ,
I shout out that ,
I WAN PASS MY N LVL , & LAST LONG WITH Z------! ,
KABOOM ! Jumped (: ,
I likeee , i see fishes , hahahha ;D .
HOMED ,
CRYING , Badly .
Everybody was crying ,
Alpha ! <3>
We're just th best , Sea'Exhibition , Rox !
Now , Thinking back ,
HOW I TAHAN TH SEA EXHIBITION ? i dont know ,
i felt that , afterthis , I've become a grown-up girl ! ;D
Next up , I joined NationalDayAnnualParade2010 :D ,
Its th best event i ever joined , the only one event im proud of .
And its also th event that i felt literally fugging xiasway ,
and , i felt miserable ,
Im the main for flag bearer ,'
Holding the schoolflag , Marching w. it .
Hearring the claps ,
Im crying in the canteen ,
I fainted on the rehearsal ON THAT FUGGING DAY .
I TONG TILL THE LAST DAY , YES , ITS THE LAST FUCKING DAY ,
AND I FAINTED ,
Cant blame , I went for growthcamp the previous day ,
im having a high fever on that day ,
4Odegrees ,
I was sent to the hospital ,
Im feeling miserable ,
i dont feel like getting up on the hospital'bed ,
i saw my flagbearer contigent sir , sleepping on the bed next t, my chair too .
he fainted as well ,
he smile to me ,
and he tolded me that ,
' its okay , at least you've tried your best to tahan untill the last day , its the perserverance that counts and the effort you put in :D :) '
I cried even more .
My NPAP'Normal cliques ,
the 6girls came over & visit me before their actual npap .
they hugged me and cried tgt ,
im touched . AT LEAST I've found my truthful cliques , we're still in touch now :D ,
NOT FOR THEM , I dont think i could tahan till the very last day .
Tq , Simin , Yorklyn , Hazel , Jacinth , Hwee , Hui ! :D ,
Thankyou , WoAiNi :) ,
AND YES , THIS KOHZHIHWEE , YOU TOOK MY MAIN'ROLE ,
Anyway , Thanks too , Not for you , perhaps our school flag won't even stand tall at the parade itself . :D
AND YES , You must thanks me for scoring so high in ur ORAL in 2010's Midyear ,
AS YOU TOOK MY THIS FUGGING STORY ! ~!@#$%^&* .
Altho you're sick on that day too , You did a great job :D ,
S4 Events -
The most busy year ,
STARTING OF TH YEAR , I Start to neglect MrZ , And all my friends ,
Meetings & Meetings ,
STUDY & STUDY ,
Chingay&Chingay ,
Everything tgt ,
Chingay was fun ! Motivators1-C ROX . <3
HAHAHAH , NVR REGGRET AT ALL ,
POP-ED ,
31stMarch2010 , Its th day , I'll never forget :) ,
I couldn't cry out ,
Im haviing npcc-training ,
I suddenly shoutted out wrong command ,
everybody was giving me those weird look ,
i know i could'nt cry infront of my cadets ,
After that day ,
Like what Gab'Brother said yesterday when we're tgt w. Kel .
Kel Asked ; ' Eh , Emo ar ? '
Gab : Aiyah , Starting from year 2010 , She happy or sad , also this face one lah . Cannot differentiate liao .
Yeah , right , I agree to the maximum !
I nvr reply ,
FIRST GUY THAT I NVR SCOLD OR DO WAD .
Perhaps , This is heartbreaking , this is the meaning ,
i lost mood in studying for 1-2months ,
wadever cher teach , i copy .
MidYear Result : 5th in class , ENG FAIL .
-.-' , And this MrZ , Gotten 4th ,
guess that im not that impt too :D ,
Alrights , Im done w. my blogging ,
SEEE , THIS IS TH LONGGEST POST I EVER WRITTEN , HAHAH :D .
Grrr ! BLOGGER.COM is just pissing me off :/
let me update th s4'pics tml {:
NIGHTS ,
Its 12.50am now , GO SLEEP BOYS & GIRLS :D
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