'Kindess begets kindness.' Is this statement true ? I doubt so .

12:19:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

@15 ,
Yeah . I love siting alone , wondering abt things .
And sorting things out .
But after sorting , my heart weaken , soften .
After everything , Its just simply wasting my time siting alone & wondering things ,
As , What i've sort out , it'd been back the same old , usual matters again .
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Interview w. A' ltr .
Awesommme , Wish it a success manzxz . ;) ,
And im heading over t. buona vista soooon today ! :D .
Mayb i'll drag some humans along like K' . HHAHAH ,
Bet he'll like it , HAHAHAHAHHA .
Anyway , i just feel like updating my blog .
Out of an urgenesss , I feel like crying .
Had been feeling so weird this few days .
Caught myself tearing today when i woke up .
I dreamt of ,
You msning me .
Telling me an equation ,
When i wake up , Oh , Its just a dream .
Have i forgotten ? I deleted you .
Drank coffee in the morning .
And , I think again .
Why should i be so kind t. everyone ?
Including enemies .
I just hate watching ppl around me getting sad .
I rather me , myself tke over their sadness , I rather sad for dem ,
Then watching dem tear .
Helping ppl find job , IN the end , Either dey nvr go for the interview .
or dey drag me along saying tht , dey dunwan that job ,
Making me lose that freaking job tt i like the most .
This aint the worst thing .
' All the guys is the same . '
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I hate being a cheese/mutton/beef , being put in the middle of 2burgers .
I wanna a listening ear .
People nid a listening ear , Im ddere .
When you guys need me at all times , Im there no matter how far is the place t. my place ,
I lend your my ear , Kena misunderstood by your girlfs , boyfs .
Im at there lending you guys a shoulder t. lean on & cry on ,
people said imma flings , hongster
Helping you in studies , causing sucha big hoo-ha in school .
I hate being FIONA SUM YI LIN .
I hate being a brave & strong girl .
I hate being a listening ear .
When i need you guys , are you guys there ?
I lost my boyf cos of friends .
Its totally not fugging worth it .
Im bright now .
Its enough .
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