R.I.P .

12:09:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

What a day hurh .
R.i.p god-grandma .
Had been finding time to visit you while you're in th hospital .
Had been finding time to visit you while you're sent back t. aunt's house .
Had been finding time to visit you while dey sent you t. the old folks home .
I take it for granted .
Didn't manage to see you for the last time .
This taught me one lesson .
' Never procrastinate ' . Always cherish people ard you .
YOU nvr knw whn dey're leaving the earth .
I don't wan any of my ahma/ahgong passed away anymore.
I wan dem live for ever ,
I knw itts impossible.
But at least , let dem passed away peacefully , not with any pain/hurts/regrets in their eyes .
Shyt . Idk what t., write anymore .
Heading t. gan-ahma funeral tml .
Srsly , i cant imagine this day will ever happen .
Mama,Ganma,GanDie, kept telling me stories abt her .
Tell me how great she was , during the jap. occupation , How kind , caring .
Why must sucha kind,caring,great human passed away w. tubes all over her ?
I don't get tat ,
I dont believe in ,
' Hao Xin You Hao Bao ' anymore.
Applies t. my ahma , which is Alive .
Mum told me how great she was , taking care of mum's and her siblings .
Running away from the Maria Hertogh Riots with mum in her hands , When she was young .
Leaving DaYiMa behind , And rushing back t. find her .
I cant believe that , my ahma is living a bad life now .
Not with tubes all over ofcause ,
but with headache,backache,
Instead of all this illnesses , she needa go work , wake up as early as 530am .
Worst of all is , every morning , she needa CLIMB IN .
K . im done with all .
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE .
GanAhma, Rip . I love you . <3
Ahma, You're the lovelist folk i ever saw , nearing your 80s' , you're still climbing ard like you're 30s' -.- ,
Ahgong , Tc of yourself. Stop smoking for godsake. Tc of your health.

God, please help me tc of these 3 loveliest people in my whole life .
I'll pray for you 3 people .
I love youu guys <3<3<3 .

Back after o's . <3