My faith is shaking..

8:56:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

HEY READERS, HEY BLOGGERS. HOW'S LIFE?
HAHAHA . Mine is so-oh-good !
Just reached home .
oHGOSH. My first time ,
very first time sitting on my dagugu's motor <3<3
Its so damzxz awesome .
COS I FELT THAT TH HELMET IS FLYING OUT ANYTIME :(
Its a good thing right? It means tt my head is getting smaller:D
I LOVE AHMA <3 . LOVELOVELOVE. HAHAAHA
I mean , im just so random today.

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Work @ vivo today .
WAS KINDA LATE .
So i rushed down just t. tk CAB .
GUESS WHAT , My boss ask me t. wait for him for 20mins .
I've wasted my $$12.80 for nth ;/
Th cab'driver was cute as well. Friendly ;D
I reached tooo EARLY...
So , i went over t. tangs' atrium fair .
Just t. kacau YinZhong.
HAHAHAH , YINGXIONG:/
Its been so long since we last met. not even talk . HAHAHA
Shuying came over and find me after tt . in the afternoon.
YES . BEFORE SHE STARTED WORK.
AND WE SAW CALVIN :D
Hmmms , he's small eyes today.
I saw BYRON AS WELLL!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH , SO COOL .
Its been like 1564861316815316813days since i last saw him @ orchardtangs :D
I saw begum as well . REDCAMP FTW, BABE <3
She's at the reception counter . KINDA WEIRD, But fun :D
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To be honest , i hate this toy promoter job .
I hate sweaty palms .
I fucking cant tie that fucking string to that fucking worm .
and the boss still wan me to tie ONE in 5mins ,
FOR GODSAKE LA . W. MY SWEATY PALMS ARD , YOU GIVE ME 24HOURS ALSO CANT TIE LA .
WTF , JUST FUCKING LET ME PROMOTE .
FUCK ,
Make me pekcek , den i go back t. my photoframe sua .
Yaosiew .
I KEPT ON CHANGING JOB THIS YEAR .
FML ~
Idk what im thinking :(
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Met yiXUN after that .
YES , I ASKED HIM TO GO OSIM FAIR , HE GO AIBI FAIR .
Ask him gnd and bang wall sua -.-
Kay , at least he bought a bread for me . hehehehe .
MY LUNCH OKAY :(
Head over t. serangooon t, meet zhijie and co ? ;o
YES , We went over t. that dk what dance studio .
Argh , jealous of those girl's body'shape ,
FORGET IT . ACCEPT WHO I AM IS THE FIRST STEP TO SUCCESS :D
Im super noisy this few day ,
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I cant stop blabbering nonsense .
Once i stop , the memories machiam automatic come back to me like tt .
Shyt myself 'Unfriend You' by Greyson Chance . <3<3
If im gonna quit this fucking job , im so gonna stop finding job .
Im so gg running every single day without fail .
Im gonna find my new me .
I hate my old self .
Nobody knows me thoroughly .
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What's friends? Somebody define it for me .
What's boyfriends? Someone explain it to me please .
Stop calling me noisy , when you dont even knw why im noisy .
You guys dont know .
COS YOU'RE NOT GG THROUGH ALL THIS .
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Sometime in life , we always have a down period .
Where you just wanna be leave alone ,
But you can't cry it out .
No tears is flowing out .
You shout and scream like mad towards the road ,
Everybody in public thought you' were a crazyfella'
they even want to dial for mental'hospital .
When all you need was a listening ear ,
a human that knows everything of you .
Working every single day doesn't seems to worn me out .
Smiling all day long doesn't make me happy as well .
How?
I wanna do something crazy now .
Like jumpping off a building .
But i can't , I can't leave my parents alone .
I feel like getting out of this place now .
I wan cry .
Can i ?
Can i stop being the brave girl ?
Please?
Stop cursing me .