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10:23:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

I wonder who's the first to wish me on my actual 17th bday.
I can't stop crying after the thought of .
Im spending my bday alone tml ,
Im celebrating it alone tml .
Im buying a Tiramisu cake that cost less den $5 for myself t. cut .
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Lets reminisce .
HOW I' SPENT MY PAST FEW 17BDAY .
When i was born , i was alr a -jinx- .
Nobody lik me , thats why i was given to a nanny t. take care every single day .
Even till the age of 7 , im still being takecare-ed .
I dint rlly have any memories of celebrating my bday ............
I think the 'best' celebration i ever had was ,
Im gg t. my grandma house as usual every sunday ./
So that day , my mom say ' why not we buy cake t. ahma house? '
So we bought , and coincidentally , ahma bought it as well .
HAHAHAHA , I dont think tt ahma will rmb ,, instead , ahmaa rmb my bdates only .
SO YOU SEE , THIS IS WHY I DOTE ON MY AHMA THE MOST .
She dote on me th most as welll . <3<3<3 .
After tt day , which idkk how old was i .
And the next few bdays was celebrated sleeping at home . ALONE :D .
HOW COOL <3<3<3 .
Untill last year , Sixteen .
I've found a clique .
They're so dam awesome that dey gave me a surprise party at zoo.
Thats my best best best best best celebration ever .
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Thats it.
So tml? I'll be staying at home sleeping as well . :D .
Idk why my tears kept flowing , fuck.