CNYCNYCNY!

3:04:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Its beens lik ~!@#$%^&* since i last blogged.
Kindaa sucks at blogging now.
Feel so weird,awkward, and so unfamiliar.
Like how blog works, and stuffs.
YES. Today is a SATURDAY.
And i stayed at home ! *hoooorays :)
Everybody celebrated their NewYear differently.
SO AM I ! :)
I celebrated cny every year w/o any CHANGES.....................
BUAHAHAH. FUXCK. IM SO BORED.
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Why my blog so bored now.
Idk what t. blog.
Or should i just rant.
Rant all the things out from the bottom of my heart.

I feel SO WEIRD.
When im so damzxz attractive t. guys ONLY WHEN I'm fxcking attached.
When i'm so damzxz single, I BECAME AN UGLY DUCKLING.
Noone wans to get close , Noone wans to talk to , Everybody just wanna get rid of me .
Why is the world so judgmental?
If only world just stops for a sec , stop being a judgmental world,
I promise, this world will be so much better.
Everybody will just be friends.
Not really bestfriend, but friends.
Not enemy as well.

Remember in the past, when we're in kindergarten,
we got to know each other so quickly ,
After 10sec, we became bestfriends, holding hands like nobody business.
U know why?
Its because that we just hav to be ourself,
We do not need to care how other people look at us.
As we grow older, things strted to change .
We started to care how other people look at us, by visual, by feelings.
We will then start to change and be a 'better person'.
Everybody's changing in every minutes and second.
SO WHY NOT JUST SOMEBODY, STOP FOR THAT ONE MIN/SEC and look ard.
Look at th people beside you, tell them that they're the best whoever they are.
They don't need to change for other people.
They just look good in themselves.

If only somebody , just one person , would want to take their 1min down and start praising people around them, the world will not be a cruel and judgmental society anymore.
People will start loving eachother rather then hating eachother.

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What i wanna say was ,
Im just speaking everything out,
I just need one true friend.
Just one.
Its officially 2012 be it lunar new year/ HAPPYNEWYEAR.
I wan everything to change.

My new year resolution is :
1) Forgive and forget. I will stop all the hatred in me. And treat everybody like i just knew,

2) I WANNA LEARN BELLY DANCING . :) , ( OH, Im done w. latin and hiphop . LOLOL )

3) I wanna find a NEW BOYFRIEND :O . LOLOL ! Yes , a totally new boyfriend, a guy that i never met before in my past 17years <3, HAHAHAHA .

4) Should start blogging every single day .

5)Delete all the guys from the past . ( I alrd deleted many of them ! ^^ )

6)Give everybody a chance.

7)Find back my true smile and laughter.

8) HYPER-ACTIVE FSYL IS BACK AGAIN !

Bye bloggger(s) ! :)