They make me appreciate and love my life even more.

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Chrome is not allowing me to update my blog :(,
So I've to use Firefox instead. Sighpiezxz.
As y'll know, for those who follows my insta,
should know that i've been working so hard lately.
And ofcause, I'm trying to enjoy as much as I can as well. :)
My last post ended abruptly i think,
OHyes. Its about the Performance on last Friday,
Synergy. :)
Synergy ended well I supposed,
Mami didn't get to attend. IDK WHY .BUT ITS OKAY.
At least the rest of my important people attend it. <3 nbsp="" p="">Its quite scared and nervous to know that the people you care was watching you perform.
And ofcause, THEY'RE JUDGEMENTAL PEOPLE.
Especially the BAO&ZINC.


They never fail to shoot me to death. So I'm surprised that they didn't say anything bad :D
which was good. HAHAHAHA
Actually, i've the video, COS ZINC VIDEOED IT DOWN. Thanks darling<3 p="">But it can't really see me though:P
I'll upload it down there, so yall can watch it.


NO MEAN, AND JUDGMENTAL COMMENTTS PLEASE.
And ofcause, listen to my 2 babe's convo okey.
I'll make sure y'll will laugh like mad while listening to their convo. HAHAHAHAHA
Okay by dancing Synergy, Make me think of alot of things.
Ofcause, forcing me to remember my first performance last year as well.
National Day Performance -.-
Its the worst performance ever. NOJOKE.
Who holds a singapore flag and dance? -.-
ESPECIALLY THROWING IT AWAY AND PICKING IT UP AFTER THAT.
Most embarrassing moment ever.
Not forgetting the only guy that sits at the front row and clap and smile for me.
Encouraging me on. Thanks <3 p="">Buts its okay, its over already. Lets not dwell on it any further, shall we ? :)
At least this batch had their first performance on a stage, Auditorium.
WOOHOOOOO:D
Ship rushed down straight after their test paper. which was really sweet of her.
As well as Lyd, she bought me a sunflower. <3 nbsp="" p="">


They didnt even had their dinner. HAHAHAHAHAH .
So as to Mw,Darren,Bao and Zinc.





They arrived super early just to catch the first front seat.
But i think they dk where I'm standing, SO YA. HAHAHAHAHAH .
BUT ANYWAY,. I still appreciate and love them to the moon and back :)
Lendl supposed to come as well.
But, HAHAHAHA . IDKWHATHAPPEN. So dont ask me.
H2H talk w. the 4 lovelies before heading home.
We're supposed to have dinner tgt, w. L, but things changes right? :)
They came here all the way w. the mindset of having good food.
In e end they came all the way here to eat MAC. HAHAHAHAHA.
WHY MY LOVELIES SO CUTE?
Chitchatted till 10.30pm++,
Having the mindset that he will meet me.
I always have this belief in people that,
If you said you'll meet me, you will. If i say I'll wait for you, I will.
So i waited. Thank God that Fel,Allan and David was just reaching MRT.



So aft my pleading, They decided to accompany me to wait for him.
After half an hr past, and anothr 15mins, Allan's parents came .
So they sent Fel home.
And David sent me home. yay .
But no yay, I CANT BELIEVE THAT HE ACTUALLY FLEW ME AEROPLANE.
I CANT ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT GODMUM WAS RIGHT.
I COULDN'T BELIEVE ALL THE PAST FEW DAYS WAS JUST...............
Maybe something he do to every human in the world.
I always thought that he was different, y'll know.
Like really different, Different from the guys I've known for years.
But ohwell, maybe its time for me to realized that whose true to me and whose not.
And also, its time for me to wake up to face the reality once again.
I couldn't be soft-hearted once again.
I doubt he would dare to text me ever again though,
Its really nice when someone accompany you to talk,
waited the bus w. you, running under the rain w. you,
and stuffs like that,
But it sucks, when he's not the one you wished he was.
I spent days,months and years trying to get over someone that i could never get over.
I've tried so hard, but when his name was heard from someone's mouth,
all the trying to get over, all the time i've spent was just nothing.
Maybe thats me.
Maybe thats who I really am.
What, Everybody has a Guardian Angel watching over them?
But do y'll know that, that Guardian Angel has nobody watching over them?
It hurts knowing that.
-
I was actually snapping alot using the Polaroid that JunKor bought it for me.
Before and After shots. :)
Yes. Continue Judging it people.


We also took alot of pictures before our Synergy really started.
Using my phone ofcause. HAHAH .
WE HAD CUPCAKES AS WELL. YAY . SO NICE :)















After the performance,
Straight away meet up w. my lovelies.
Yes. FOR ONCE. IM THE LIMELIGHT HUH.
HAHAHAHAHA . Likea model, :P .
Posing w. the SunFlowers.
AND AFT THAT. As usual.
They just took my polaroid and snap like its free . -.-



I KNOW ITS GROSS THAT YALL SAW MY RETAINER ON THE TABLE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH . People likes to hang their Polaroids on the wall right.
So i wanna make it different.
Thus, I pasted all of them, one by one inside my Diary.
IT FEELS SO GOOD When diary is so thick and heavy.
OKAY. IM WEIRD -.-
BUT IT REALLY FEELS DAM GOOD. OMFG. HAHAHHA

Before the performance,
Frankie pass me a letter.
Thankyou<3 p="">


Saturday past so fast.
I've work briefing in the morning.
YES, I'm supposed to reach Labrador Park at 11am.
I DONT KNOW WHY IM LATE.
I reached at 12pm I think. HAHAHAHA
So when i reached, I was lost.
BUT, no fear.
I decided to follow runners. I walk, and walk and walk.
Its seems there's no end to it -.-
And finally i saw Melson. :)
Took a picture of the beautiful sea too.


OMFG. Looking at the beautiful sea, It brings me back to the memories i had in OBS2009.
Sea Expedition,Kurt.
Kayaking for 3D2N.
Body Ache and Me whining,
At the same time missing someone at that point of time was not good.
But overall, I love it. <3 nbsp="" p="">One of the biggest breakthrough I ever went for. AHAHAHA
Once i reached the shelter, I think i made the biggest, extraordinary entrance ever. -.-
All the NCC kids, Facilitators,Commanders look and stare at me like Im a monster.
And colleague that gaves me a death stare.
No doubt. I've made the biggest exit too.
So sweet that all the kids and commands wave good bye and smile to me. :D
Work briefing ended in an hrs time. And they start saying,
"WE COULD HAVE ENDED AT 12, AND NOT 1PM. WHO'S LATE?"
"YILIN, TREAT US FOOD."
And yes, my colleague(s) -.-


Homed aft Lunch, Preparingggggggggggggggggggg.
And off I go.
Town for SUSHI w. Mich and Jo:)

Genki Sushi. ITS MY 2ND TIME HERE.
First time was w. Ship and Lyd. AHAHAH
SO EXCITING. We're chooosing all the food like we're in buffet -.-
 If y'll read my blog in the past,
i blogged once that i love their creativity in sending to us our food.
In genki sushi, they send you the food that you ordered iPad,
using trains, and aeroplanes and busses.
THEIR DESIGN IS SO KIDDISH.
They make me feel like Im eating in a playground.
3 of us so crazy over the public transport that they send us with,
and we're just snapping pictures all over it. HAHA




AND YES, EVEN THEIR TUNA's NAME also super adorable.
FAT, FATTY, and FATTIEST. SERIOUSLY? HAHAHAH





 I was so confused on which outfit should i wear.
So i whatsapp it to Fel,
AND specs as well.
Specs or no specs? HAHAHA
Sorry for the messy dressing table I've. :X


 Look at the family photo.
So pretty <3 br="">

We're so full after that. Walking around and we decided to hit Playnation.
Dance Central Battle once again w. Mich BEFORE we hit Mink.
Aft an hr of dancing, and burning of Calories.
We hit Mink.
Sher saw me. YES. I don't even reg her.
Its only till Mw texted me. Den i realised she was standing behind me all along.
The only time i yawned in a club was months ago, in Le Noir.
I was so tired that I literally find a pole and lie on the pole and sleep.
THATS HOW TIRED I WAS.
But idk what happened to me last Saturday,
I think i yawned more than 100x that night . -.-
Homed around 2.30am++.
And iM supposed to wake at 5am.
I set my alarm. BUT IT SEEMS LIKE I COULDNT HEAR IT RING.
So i woke at 6.30am. HAHAHA .
I was rushing so badly cos, prev day.
They said,
"You better not be late tomorrow, if not you'll get it from us."
"Tomorrow is a important day w. Commanders, BETTER BE EARLY."
And alot .
Literally everybody thats working told me.
So i was so nervous and scared and anxious to the extend of running to th road and flag for a cab.
I got in the first cab.
He say he dk how to go, so he ask me get out of the cab.
I got in the second cab,
I TOLD HIM I GIVE HIM DIRECTIONS ,
And he say, he want me go find another cab, he rushing for time , WTF
Its only th 3rd cab that knows where it was,
Untill i googled the chinese characters for the place.
I reached at 7.15am..............................................
I was not the last, THANK GOD.
Ofcause, they haven't reached.
Only us, and they all give me the death stare once again:(
I also dont wan be late right. :(
They say its my fault for gg to club the prev night -.-
Whats wrong with people nowadays.
Why is it always ME.
 Annoying Derek is Annoying.
Ask him help me take, he's using my cam t. camwhore -.-


I had to stay w. Syuk and th rest to do crowd-control.
WHICH ALSO MEANT THAT, I HAD TO STAND ON THE MUD.
AND TALK.
AND SHOUT.
I was wearing my toms, y'know -.-
And apparently, my toms has holes, so mud and water go in. SO GROSS.
Its nice to see the NCC kids though.
"MDM! REMEMBER US????"
"INSTRUCTOR!!! I REMEMBER YOU!! *WAVE FRANTICALLY*"
"FACILITATOR WHY YOU HERE????????"
So nice and happy to know that they still rmb me. HAHAH
At least those few months of NCC trails was not wasted.
No matter how irritating and annoying and noisy these bunch of kids was,
I still love taking them for trails no matter what.
And its only them that could tolerate my craziness. HAHAHA



AhmaHouse after that.
I stepped into ahmaHouse, and my 2 husband run over and hug my leg.
IM SO SMELLY, THEY STILL WANNA HUG ME. HAHAHAHAH .
How can anyone hate them? -.-
Camwhore w. them.





OKAY TBH, They're really super annoying.
Snatching my phone and snapping away.
They dont even look like kindergarten and nursery kids. -.-
Kids nowadays are so good w. technology.
THEY CAN FIGURE OUT MY TAB PASSWORD. SERIOUSLY? -.-
Was supposed to go prawning w. le guys.
But, too much people, HEHE .
So we decided to go poool.
I seriously dont know whats wrong w. people nowadays.
AM I REALLY THAT ENTERTAINING AND FUNNY?
I made the 3 guys laughed like crazy that night,
And on whatsapp, I MADE 3PEOPLE LAUGHED TOO . WTFFFFF .
==', SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.







Ohyes, I had to head home early that night,
COS I'VE MORNING TRAIL on Monday.
HENCEEEEEE, I reached home before 12am.
I woke up at 545am on Monday morning.

SURPRISINGLY RIGHT?
And i know I would not be late.
WHO KNOWS, IM LATE AGAIN =='
No matter how early i wake, I'm always late. A-L-W-A-Y-S .
Even th facil in my bus was earlier den me. wth -.-
kill me. ==
I was running around Marsiling finding FuchunSec.
And keeping in mind that Fatin said,
"7:10AM. I wan my briefing at that time, no later than that"
ITS ALR 7:20AM -.-
So im running even more. Ran here and there, i couldnt even find th school
So when i reach, I'm the last BUS I/C that reach -.-
DEATH STARE BY THE REST OF BUS I/C AGAIN.
WHY ALWAYS ME :(
I've tried to reach early. I swear.
And so glad that my facils help me prepared my pack. YAY . I LOVE THEM.
Elmer,Dinesh and Marvin. THANKYOU:)))
Bus I/C . Not a good position to be in.
Yes correct, you get more pay.
But you do more things as well as responsibilities.
I took 2N1. THE BEST NA CLASS. WOOHOOOOOOO
Definitely one of the best class i took so far.
Best NA CLASS^^.
So was running down to find my BUS, I fall down.
M said it was a flop.
Fatin also said it was a FLOP .
THE WEIRD THING WAS,
When i fall down, they said my butt sit on the floor first,
AND NOBODY HELP ME UP.
I REPEAT. NOBODY .
Everybody's laughing at me. -.-
M was laughing so hard .

And my students? Crowd around me laughing -.-
Whta a good bunch of students i get. Thanks. ==
Its only until my 3 facils came, they helped me up.
Went on bus, BEFORE I EVEN STARTED MY CLASS BRIEFING ON BUS.
"Instructor, DONT FALL DOWN ON BUS AGAIN OKAY."
"YILIN, Dont fall down ah. HOLD PROPERLY."
Yes. Thanks for all the reminders -.-
Even their teacher asked, Was i alright to walk the trail.
Sigh.
The trail was fine. It wasn't pain during the trail.
The pain started when i was doing my class debrief .....
OMFG. IT RAIN YALL KNOW.
I was standing under the rain doing class debrief.
SEE THE PAIN OF BUS IC? :(
and also, running under the rain to coordinate w. the bus and students.
ITS ME AGAIN.
"INSTRUCTOR, ITS RAINING. DONT FALL DOWN AH"
Sent them off <3 nbsp="" p="">


 Qinghua bought chocolates for me. HEHE
Thankyouuuuu .
She's like the translator for me and the malay girls in my group.
SHE'S A MALAYSIAN -.-
 Sharifah,Nadiah,Qinghua,Sabrina and Sha!

M walked w, me to MICA.
What a nice guy, Holding me, Talking to me, Laughing at me ==
Movie w. Zinc and Bao aft that.








AND HOMED.
Im so tired that I slept at 6.30, or was it 6pm. HAHAHA
AND I WOKE UP AT 1130PM TO EAT SUPPER.
Mummy is so sweet that, no matter how late she ended work,
She'll make sure I eat .
So even it means waking me up to eat ==
Even i only eat for a few mouth and throw away the foood, she's still happy.
Thats my beloved Mami. HAHAHAH .
So being the only daughter of th family,
I'm pampered.
And I'm used to telling her what's gg on that day.
So i started whining to her about me falling down and stuffs like that.
She laughed and look at my abrasion.
And being the lovely mum, she put zamBak for me as usual.
I couldn't imagine a day w/o her.
I couldn't imagine going through a day w/o telling her what happen today.
No matter how much I hate her, or quarrel with her, or disagree with her,
at the end of the day, I still love her the most.
-

Praying for her has been a usual routine for me start of my day.
In the past, its always her who had been praying for me.
And, its my turn now. So I really hope that she wouldn't tire herself out from work.
Especially what she kept telling me this few days.
It seems like people who would say in their last breath.
No. It will not happen.