I must start loving lives & cherishing people around me.

5:33:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Hi blog.
I'll do a quick post before gg for ahgong's wake.
So ya, ahgong passed away last midnight.

Today morning, dad called me up just to tell me ahgong passed away ,
I thought he was joking. AND, I was freaking annoyed.
Suddenly, I received  mum's call...
"Ahgong passed away last midnight. I rushed down t. hospital..."
"I didnt want to wake you up..."
I didnt hear mum' tearing.
Instead, she's so angry.
Cos we visited him ytd TWICE.
MUM VISITED HIM TWICE.
Morning and Night.
Yet after mum left, in the midnight, we received bad news.
None of us expected it.
He was joking so happily w. me ytd .
Yes.
Nomatter how much I hated him or ignore him.
Afterall he's my grandpa.
MY only ahgong.
The one that watched me as i grow up.
The one that called me 傻姑.
Cos i was super dumb and gong in the past.
I'm the one that he doted the most among all the cousin,
BEFORE niuniu and laoshu was born...
Had a talk w. Mummy.
She cry infront of me...
And my tear just flow..
I really cannot see my mum cry.
When i see her cry, My body feel like crying as well.
Everybody is over at there,
Yet only me haven't go down yet.
Mixed emotions.
Afterall, i just couldn't let go.
I rather he sit at the same sofa, talking to me.
asking me to go eat.
asking me what show i wanna watch.
tell me don't play too rough w. the 2 kids.
I rather he do all that THAN he's gone now.
Puffy eyes.
Crying eyes.
Bye blog.
I NEED TO STOP CRYING.
HE MIGHT NOT WANT TO SEE ME CRY AS WELL.
CHEERUP YILIN!!!!!!! <3 p="">