What a day hurh .
R.i.p god-grandma .
Had been finding time to visit you while you're in th hospital .
Had been finding time to visit you while you're sent back t. aunt's house .
Had been finding time to visit you while dey sent you t. the old folks home .
I take it for granted .
Didn't manage to see you for the last time .
This taught me one lesson .
' Never procrastinate ' . Always cherish people ard you .
YOU nvr knw whn dey're leaving the earth .
I don't wan any of my ahma/ahgong passed away anymore.
I wan dem live for ever ,
I knw itts impossible.
But at least , let dem passed away peacefully , not with any pain/hurts/regrets in their eyes .
Shyt . Idk what t., write anymore .
Heading t. gan-ahma funeral tml .
Srsly , i cant imagine this day will ever happen .
Mama,Ganma,GanDie, kept telling me stories abt her .
Tell me how great she was , during the jap. occupation , How kind , caring .
Why must sucha kind,caring,great human passed away w. tubes all over her ?
I don't get tat ,
I dont believe in ,
' Hao Xin You Hao Bao ' anymore.
Applies t. my ahma , which is Alive .
Mum told me how great she was , taking care of mum's and her siblings .
Running away from the Maria Hertogh Riots with mum in her hands , When she was young .
Leaving DaYiMa behind , And rushing back t. find her .
I cant believe that , my ahma is living a bad life now .
Not with tubes all over ofcause ,
but with headache,backache,
Instead of all this illnesses , she needa go work , wake up as early as 530am .
Worst of all is , every morning , she needa CLIMB IN .
K . im done with all .
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE .
GanAhma, Rip . I love you . <3
Ahma, You're the lovelist folk i ever saw , nearing your 80s' , you're still climbing ard like you're 30s' -.- ,
Ahgong , Tc of yourself. Stop smoking for godsake. Tc of your health.
God, please help me tc of these 3 loveliest people in my whole life .
I'll pray for you 3 people .
I love youu guys <3<3<3 .
Back after o's . <3
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Prelims'period. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Had been counting the weeks since june holidays.
To console myself, Kept telling myself that its just less than 10weeks left....
AND TADA-- .
Its 4weeks left. :D
Im tired of studying everyday.
I want to go out.
Ironic? :D .
Everybody must be thinking , ' This girl IS INSANE. O's is COMING , Yet she dw t. study' .
Dont she wanna go POLY?
YES I DO OKAY. IF I DUNWAN GO POLY, I'd alrd fled t. ITE LAST YEAR. :/
Why would i bother t. stay in CHONGBOON just to study 1mor year?
Im not saying that chongboon aint a goodsch , Its a GREAT SCH.
A schoool that gives us stress, a school that gives me some kind of security that i would pass my N's and O's w. NO WORRY. HAHAHAHA .
Tho i'd beeen getting F9s -.-'
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Yes. Maths Ppaer2 tday. Its awesome.
At least i tried t. finish the paper on time. I dont hope for a distinction nor a B's .
i just hope for a pass. a c6. Please .
I'd not been getting a B4 EVER SINCE my maths common test 1 . :/
And my target is A1, Im getting further and further from that ......
I'd physics and geog tml . And im OUT FOR THE WHOLE DAY.
I think i'll just burn some midnight oil ltr . HAHAHAHA .
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Had been planning how would i spend my holidays,
Had been telling mami, If i cant get in ECS. What should i do?
I've no more other courses in mind..
FRANKLY SPEAKING, I hate those courses.......
Oh , Maybe AerospaceAviation attract my attention for some time.
But ECS still got my full attention.
It may sound stupid that , i want to be a preschool-teacher ,
Friends kept saying that the children will run away , cos of my hyperness.
I knw dey're kidddddddding. But i rlly want t. go that job.
I dunwan to study some kind of UNRELATED COURSE ,
Go to UNIVERSITY AND STUDY THAT UNRELATED COURSE,
AND Work as preschool-teacher. SOUNDED SO RIDICULOUS RIGHT :/
Ohbtw, i NEED to score at least a B3 for humans . :)
GG. I scored A B3 for humans in N's .
And scored a D7,E8 ever since my first sec5 exams. :/
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TIME FOR DINNER.
HEY READERS, DONT STOP READING.
I'll be back as soon as O's is FINISHED .
RIGHT FINISH MY O'S , I'll blog. :D
Bye . Takecare. <3 :D
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HEYYAAAAA, :D.
Its 31st of JULY . OHYEAH.
O's coming in 13weeks or 12weeks. .
AND IM OVERLY-HAPPPY ABOUT IT . :P
Im SO not gonna study anymore . -.-'
I JUST WAN O'S TO OVER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. :( .
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Blog's dying. . .
I've got nth to POST about .
OHYEAH. Other than YTD :) .
Out w. my awesomeBIATCH <3 .
Distribution @ church was awesome as usual.
Crappy.
We even late . ( WETHOUGHTWEWERE ) .
In fact we were early, its the old folks that were LATE :P
Aunties treated us breakfast @ ToastBox.
Loveit,Likeit,<3 .
There was alotalotalot of ppl came ytd.
All the aunties including me was SHOCKED .
AND , I do less work :)
Went over to trimSHOP aftermath.
Helping th aunties there cutting ribbon on the shirts for sale.
AT THE SAME TIME , finding clothes' that were suitable for us .
Supposedly to go house'distribution w. Auntie'Betty.
But all her members were there, so we're offf to trimshop.
:) . QUUITE FUN . :O
Cabb back hubb w. biatch. :x .
SAW ZINC,SITI AND IZZZAH :) .
Walked home .
Spent my day @ home , doing HOMEWORK.
AND I SLEPT 16HOURS (Y) . <3
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Ahma house todaay,
Life's pathetically boring.
I've nth shocking,surprising,happy to post of .
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How i wish im forever six-teen.
I love my six-teen life.
I regret why i dint study that hard.
I regretted that i should had gone to ITE. Instead of sec5.
Sec5 wasn't rlly the life i want and like.
Sec5 life totally ruinned my current life routine.
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I mean. i guess. Thats life.
A life of a teenager .
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I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAW THAT WALLPOST LUH. :/
It totally make my mood down now...................................
Like what Baoer' ssaid.
Everybody is replaceable.
GOSH. its super true.
If a 5yrs friendship could just erased it away by an eraser, I think .
We' shouldn't have met and become bestfriends.
We shouldn't had gone thru all that together.
After 2010, Everything changes.
Even -U-S- . 3dashes.
It seriously,totally represented us .
If you think that blabbering rubbish to her could shaken our f/s .
You're so so so W-R-O-N-G .
Go home luh~ Loser. Sore loser. :D
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Kay fine. I Shouldn't have done that....................
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Time to rant my frustration here.
Blogspot. had became my ranting machine.
I've stopped scribbling words on my diary.
Cos i find it seriously useless.
' After O's , ' This 2words, I'd been hearing these 2words every since 2011 started.
I believe it naively.
Time to change, bitch.
Some people just dont' know how to treasure and cherish BEFORE they're gone.
HUMANS JUST KNOW HOW TO COMPLAIN,COMPLAIN, AND COMPLAIN.
If only complain could solve everything, world would be so much peace.......................
But it'll never happen. I know :)
People changes.
Just like how earth's rotating every minutes and seconds.
Girls has split personality, so as guys.
Guys' personality aint split, But its unpredictable.
They might be treating you super good on the first day, and turning back on you on the second day.
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DPA' starts . Today.
Im still wandering ard like some spirits.
Today sports fiesta, a 'F-U-N' one , i guess.
I got hit by a frigging soccer - ball la . fxck . :(
Gossiping w. the babes and hunks . :D .
Went back sch for dnt aftermath.
MY LED DONE :).
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My father's funny.
People's dad care about their children's academic results first, WHILE my DAD,,,,
He cares about my physical appearance, My face got one tiny pimple , he also can see .
My neck kena sunburnt, HE also can see. wtf ? -.-'
SERIOUSLY, IDK WHAT ON EARTH EVERYBODY'S DOING.
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Pasting self-motivation stickers on my table , in school & at home.
It dont seems to motivate me any further.
Sigh. I must get back my motivation.
I can't slack .
No . i can't .
Im getting distinctions.
Just <110 days . GAMBATEH :D.
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Life' wasn't smooth sailing this few days.
Glad that i'd friends beside me .
Andandandddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd,
A friggging weirdo appeared ;o ,
No . actually he appeared like long ago.
HAHAHA , Yeapps.
He's weird,kind,EMOTIONAL.
And stupid ;/ . Roflmaos.
I miss everything in the past.
Tho im loving everything now , present.
And i can foresee that my future will be better.
Im not gonna believe anybody naively that they'd wait for me till after o's.
You can say me heartless , Tell whoever you want.
I know that im guiltless. :)
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I miss the time you played with me.
I miss the time you tickled me .
I miss the time we sit by the beach during the bbq tgt.
I miss the time sharing the popcorns in the theatre tgt.
I miss the time watching fireworks w. you tgt.
I miss the time working with you .
I miss the time when im studying and you're playing ur MONOPOLYDEAL.
I miss the time when im stucked in my summary, You finish it for me .
I miss the time you piggybacked me .
I miss ur mom's soup. HAHAHA .
Basically, I miss your everything .
I ruined it and end this r/s w. my own bare hands.
I've no regrets,
But im just telling you that, i miss everything about you. :D
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Never say how you hate a person.
Never swear that you will NOT get close to this person in future.
Never telll people around you that you hate another person.
And , NEVER SAY WHAT IFYOU'RE CLOSED TO A PERSON YOU HATE, WHATS THE CONSEQUENCES. :X
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Jet'aime.
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June holidays started .
June holidays ending in a blink of eye.
Its ending in less than 7days.
I slacked THROUGHOUT june holidays.
Excluding the first week and last week ofcause . DUH-.-
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First,
MotherTongue O's was a HORRENDOUS paper. :/
Even a -CHEENA- said SO :) .
So no worries.
I just hope that my bell curve will drop tremendously to like,
45marks-A1 ,
WOOHOO . It will be so AWESOME .
The chinese compo's awesome i guesss.
I wrote RUBBISH :D .
Nevertheless, i wrote effortlessly for my paper2.
:D ,
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Secondly,
I had a GREAT time ytd w. my 2baby cousins and uncle and auntie :)
OHYES . THANKS XIAOJIUMA for the 3housing (Y) <3 .
AND YOU'RE MIGRATING TO HERE . AWESOME.
We shall HAVE MORE SHOPPPING SESSION SOON .
Before you start working in ur new company :( .
NEXX ,PizzaHUT :)
YES . SHOPPPING WITH COUSINS WERE TERRIBLY WORST :(
PEOPLE TOT IM THEIR MOM.
IM NOT ~!@#$%^&*().
Im not so OLD. :/
KiddyPALACE <333333333333 .
Errms... Dinner over at ahma house :( .
I HAD 2DINNER ~!@#$%^&*().
OHFXCK, Idk need RUN HOW MANY MORE ROUNDS to get back mY WEIGHT.
ChunKOR Mapling. So , WATTCHING HIM PLAY.
AND VULGLARITIES ALL FLYOUT ~
While on the other side, Ahma's NAGGING Me every fiveMINUTES to SHOOVE me OFF :(
Dagugu send me off t. the bus-stop.
Tho he OFFERED several times to fetch me home w. his motorbike.
But i'd phobia on it . I dont want to be on the LORRY so FAST.:) .
Went popeyes , Find SEANt. and yKUEN :)
Pool aftermath. TANWEEKIAT called my NAME.
And i JUMPED up. :(
How awful :/
Yes , I had a WORST POOL SKILL.
Both of dem say i couldn't shoot the black ball in as its the lastt ball.
I SHOOTED IN OKAY.
Dont siaosiao :) .
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Lastly,
Went for a shopping spree w. mama and ganma TODAY.
YES . At cityplaza? & TampinessMALL & Tampines1.
ISN'T IT AWESOME?
I found lots. of clothes. IN-NEED-OF-CASH NOW.
:/ . I must buy those clothes. -M-U-S-T- .
I wanna buy that 3quarter jeans from SPIRIT & deniZEN . LOL ,
YES. And that bag looks quite chio tooo . :/
OKAY STOP-
PS://KAILINGGGG . QUICK UPDATE UR BLOG.
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