We moves on. :D

2:51:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

I had EXCEPTIONALLY FUN on 25thDec2011 <3<3
OHYEAH , BTW .
TODAY IS TH LAST DAY OF 2011.
Yes , in an hour's time, im heading down t. some place ,
t. receive my awarddddd (Y) .
But anyw .............

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25thdec was awesome ,
for th 6 of us? :)
Met Alicia at j8 ,
AND Xun AND Zhijie :D
Decorated th cake lik mad ?
Cos everybody jus touched th cake w/o washing any of our HANDS FIRST. AWW.
So someone vow that he wouldn't eat th cake .
cos he SAW th process of it .
YEAH :D
Off to marina barrage !
And th presentation board just fly INTO MY FACE ALOT OF TIMES LA ;(
I think it miss me ;P
Mingwei anc Zhiyinggg meet up w. us aftermath .
Kite .
Picnic .
TA-DA , TIME T. HIT TH WATER YEAH :D
U know what ?
I spent th entire time of water-playing ,
CHASING H.Z.J all ard marina barrage .
AND WE RUN AROUND , ROUND AND ROUND AND ROUND OF TH FREAKKING CIRCLE?
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End ,
Idk what t. blog :(
Oh , Im gg for a outing tml at FORTCANNING :)
MY FIRST OUTING OF YEAR2012.
EGGCITED YOH! BYE BLOGG :D

A guy that i onced fell to ..................

9:25:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Hey , you're the first that make my heart skips a beat .
Hey , you're the first that i shook your hand away while u're holding on t. mine for the very first time in year 2009..
Hey , you're the first that makes my heart convey a message t. my mouth that says 'iloveyou' .
Hey , you know wht? You're the first to bring me to chompchomp /
Hey , you aint the first that piggybacked me , but you're the first that piggyback me home WHEN my slipper's spoiled .
Hey , you're the first that fed me popcorn .
Hey , you're the first that goes through a series of movie marathon with me .
Hey , you're the first that i webcamm-ed with .
Hey , you're the first and the last that i skyp-ed with .
Hey , you're the first that kena called as a ' guy w/o wearing any shirts on ' by my neighbours . (HAHAHA)
Hey , you're the first that bring laptop down for me .
Hey , you're the first that downloaded ' 终极三國 ' just for me .. ON YOUR PSP!
Hey , you're the first i kept thinking off in my obs :( , ( YOU KNOW HOW HARD IS WHEN I KNOW WE'RE AT THE SAME SEMBAWANG PARK BUT WE'CANT MEET? )
Hey , you're the first that rushed down t, my HOUSE after my OBS STRAIGHTAWAY<3
Hey , you're the first that i wan to take long bus rides with .
Hey , you're the first that bougght me a $123 teddy bear from Precious Memories.
Hey , you're the first that saw me in my npcc attire :(
Hey , you're the first that saw me holding a POLE , YES . CCU-TRAINING ! HAHAHA
Hey , you're the first that lost in ANGMOKIO !!! -.-
Hey , you're the first that wait me at my tuition'centre bus-stop just to wait for me to end my tuition .
Hey , you're the first that brings me to your block and ASK ME TO SIT DOWN ON THE SOFA AT SIXTH FLOOR . PLAYING UR PSP . :/
Hey , you're the first that dare to bicker w. me ALL THE TIMES .
Hey , you're the first that i always give in too .
Hey , you're the first that pops to my mind whenever i feel lik breaking down .
Hey , you're the first that i bought and DIY a bracelet just for you .
Hey , you're the first that i put it on for you . ( KAY IT LOOKS LIK A DOGTAG -.- )
Hey , you're the first when it comes t. result , YOU'RE ALWAYS MY COMPETITOR<3
Hey , you're the first that lie to me abt your results , cos you'knw that i'll chiong damzxz hard when i knw you're DAMZXZ GOOD ! :/
Hey , you're the first that i wanna blogg-ed so much for .

Hey , I'm the first that FORCED YOU TO EAT OYSTER RIGHT ! HHAHA<3
Hey , I'm the first that rushed down t. yishun at 9pm-10pm just for a MACDONALD right ! :D
Hey , I'm the first irritating , annoying , talkative that you've EVER MET IN YOUR WHOLE 18TH' LIFE RIGHT? :D

Hey , you're the first that wished me Happy 15th birthday ,
Hey , you're the last that wished me Happy 16th birthday .
AND FINALLY ,
HEY ! YOU'RE THE FIRST THAT WISHED ME A HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY .
NEVERTHELESSS , ,,
HEY !! YOU'RE THE LAST THAT WISHED ME ANOTHER HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY .
Thanks for texting me on the dot ALL THE TIME .
I just wanna dedicate this post JUST FOR YOU .
Maybe we haven't been really into a conversation after we broke up on 31stMarch2010....
Yes , We only started texting on N's release of results .
HEY ! YOU'RE THE FIRST THAT I CALLED ON 16THDECEMBER2010 !! :D:D
Shocked to know that you're smarter den me again :(
We lost contact completely ...
Untill last year , 25thDecember2010 ,,
Yes , I've a new boyfriend ,
I think you've a new girlfriend as well right?
Caught a glance of you and your cliques on the escalator up orchard'ticket office .
While im on th escalator DOWN t. mrt . HAHAHA .
Yes , th most ridiculous thing i ever done was ....
I shooked that bf's hand off , and i rushed up th escalator just t. say hi to you .
AND POOF ! You were gone .
How stupid can i be ? -.-
Yes , and i thought again , why am i so anxious ? HAHAHA .
After tt , out of a sudden , I KNOW YOU'RE IN VIVO -.-
HEY , YOU KNOW IM YOUR NUMBERONE STALKER! HAHAHAHA .
I think you saw us ? Or maybe not .
HAHAHAA , We lost contact UNTILLL ....
I lost my wallet in yishun .
Th first human that came to my mind was you ..
Calling you as always .
OH , I FOUND MY WALLET AFTERMATH .
So damzxz happy -.-
And we lost contact againzxz .
Till recently ? No . Till ytd 12am :D
HAHAHA . Our stories can't be describe in only a post.
So , basically , thanks for everything . AHAHAH .

The reason that i wrote this post down w/o any regrets ,
was because i know , we've moved on .
If we're fated , we'll be boyf,girlf,bestf againzxz right !
AND THIS TIME I WONT BE SO STUPID T. LET YOU GO AGAIN .
- AHFUCK , WHY AM I WRIITING THIS LAST SENTENCE?! -
I bet you won't read it la . HAHAHAA .



Hey , you're the first that i regretted breaking up so much .
Hey , you're the last that i wanna forget as well ! HAHAHA .

Thanks rubbishbin ,
You will not be forgotten ! :D
Sincerely,
Your short lil girl ! (FORMERLY) ! HAHAHA

I enjoyed my Seventeenth w. my Mami .

9:23:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Yes , As i said previously............................................
I din't really celebrated my seventeenth bday ,
I din't cut a CAKE ' That is solely for me ' .
I din't sang a bday song .
BUT , I've my fabulous parents .
They replaced those on top .
Temple w. mama in e MORNING !
How cool , visiting a temple on my bday :D .
Aftermath , head down t. People's park complex for my heels.
NEXT IS SHOPPING !
Thankgod , she kept buying me things , that she claims is present for me .
So in total , she bought 5present for me alr?
HAHAHA , 1nike Jacket, 1puma bag , 1shorts , 1leopardo'tiktok'shoe, heels .
Thnks mama ! LOLLOL.
All this cost over $250 .
And after tt , she started blabbering , say she shouldn't tk off .
HAHAHAHA ! Hub aftermath .
Decided t. change my scrreen protector t. a glossy one . ITS COOL AITES ! :D
Homed -------------
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Slept for 3hours?
And a msg woke me up :( .
Yes , From someone that i dont really expected to be .
But anyw , he's the first t. wish me 17th ON THE DOT okay .
He' was the LAST to wish me 16th ON THE DOT DURING LAST YR AS WELL -.-'
HAHAHA , But anyw , we din't go out .
So i went back t. sleepppppppppppppppp..........
Till my parents said they wanna bring me t. BOONTONGKEEEE'CHICKENRICE <3<3
YES , THE FUCKING MEAL COST $71.89 , Wtf :( .
Tho we had a fulfilling one .
HEHEHEHE . Anyw , i love 17th ;D

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Thanks for all the wishes from all th babes and hunks i know ,
you guys ARE THE BESTBESTBEST :D .
Bye blogg <3

A new start , A new beginning .

10:23:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

I wonder who's the first to wish me on my actual 17th bday.
I can't stop crying after the thought of .
Im spending my bday alone tml ,
Im celebrating it alone tml .
Im buying a Tiramisu cake that cost less den $5 for myself t. cut .
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Lets reminisce .
HOW I' SPENT MY PAST FEW 17BDAY .
When i was born , i was alr a -jinx- .
Nobody lik me , thats why i was given to a nanny t. take care every single day .
Even till the age of 7 , im still being takecare-ed .
I dint rlly have any memories of celebrating my bday ............
I think the 'best' celebration i ever had was ,
Im gg t. my grandma house as usual every sunday ./
So that day , my mom say ' why not we buy cake t. ahma house? '
So we bought , and coincidentally , ahma bought it as well .
HAHAHAHA , I dont think tt ahma will rmb ,, instead , ahmaa rmb my bdates only .
SO YOU SEE , THIS IS WHY I DOTE ON MY AHMA THE MOST .
She dote on me th most as welll . <3<3<3 .
After tt day , which idkk how old was i .
And the next few bdays was celebrated sleeping at home . ALONE :D .
HOW COOL <3<3<3 .
Untill last year , Sixteen .
I've found a clique .
They're so dam awesome that dey gave me a surprise party at zoo.
Thats my best best best best best celebration ever .
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Thats it.
So tml? I'll be staying at home sleeping as well . :D .
Idk why my tears kept flowing , fuck.

這樣愛你好可怕...

11:35:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

HEY READERS, BLOGGERS, ALIENS . :D .
Im FINALLY reached home .
Knocked off at 1030pm today . Sigh ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
So tired ,
Had been yawning every five minutes ard evening ...
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Lunched w. Jiawei , ( SUPPOSEEDLY ) ,
But he also lik 不愿不一 lik tt .
Meet ard 430pm , Head over t. kopitiam........
Saw Hasbro and Co .
Yes , sat w. dem .
OH , And coincidentally .
Lendl came over and say HI :D .
AND COINCIDENTALLY , He was jus sitting behind me :D .
Th chair behind me was for his BIG BAG .
So i decided t. sit w. him for th rest of my LUNC-DINNER-SUPPER TIME<3 :D
Awesome time .
I thought tt we won't meet after the last day of god-grandmother's funeral.
HAHAHA ! SOPPP COOL! :D
And thankks for th greentea YO! :D
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He lived there , and he dk whr's th bus-interchange .
How powderful cna it be? ;D
So im th tourist for th day .
Bring dem ard compass jus t. ask for directions .
TO HIS NEXT STOP :D
In e end , he toook a cab <3 .
CABCABCAB ! :/
Bid goodbye .
AND WE FORGOT TO TK OUR PICTURE TGT ., :/
I wonder when is th next coincident date ! HAHAHA .
Went back , HYPER-ING AGAIN :D
Bored ~ MY PHOTOFRAMES GOT STOLLEN ! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ,
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I can't wait for sunday .
AS ITS TH LAST DAY OF FAIR ! HOOORAYS *SHAKESHAKESHAKE BUTT .
I can't wait for this coming tues ,
COS IM MEEETING MY BAOBAOBAOER <3 .
I cant wait for 25th dec .
IM CELEBRATING MY XMAS W. MY 陈 ! HAHAHA .
Okay -

Since she's overseas now ,
Im kinda sweet to a girl .
GRRR . I'D NVR BEEN SO SWEET TO ANYONE BEFORE .
INCLUDING ALL MY EX-
But for this girl of mine , I actually did smth , i myself think its ridiculous sweet .
SHE BETTER DONT FALL FOR ME KAY <3 .
And i hope tt she'll love th present from me and baobao <3 .

我玩不起。

11:37:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Yes ....
Im just too bored .
Idk what to blog .
I feel that im nothing but dust .
If only im a mute .
People say im noisy , irritating .
BUT WHEN I REALLY STOP TALKING ,
You guys come over and start bombing me w. qns .
Wtf u wan me t. do ?
I ffeeel so damzxz fkup.
If only my life is ,
Wake, watch tv , lunch , sleep , dinner , sleep .
By then i'll be as fat as pig .
But i've no regrets ,
At least nobody will start saying im noisy/irritating .
My imaginations run wild all the time.
Fuckup life .
Player , Noonono.

帶我走...

9:33:00 AM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Hi bloggggggggers, readers, aliens , humans . :D
Workworkwork ,
Come to think of it .
I'd been working for straight 12days without resting ...
So tired please........................
Waking up so early in the morning just to acc mama for breakfast.
I'm not ranting luh , just tht , its KINDA BORED TO EAT THE SAME FOOD EVERY SINGLE DAY WITHOUT FAIL .
( While typing this , my smurfsmurf placed ontop of my screen dropped )
HAHAHAHA , I'd this present since last yr , from leo,
AND GUESS WHT , idk its call SMURF , W. the skirt ,
I thought its just another softtoy , so i named her ' Girlgirl ' .
UNTILL I went t. watch 'SMURF-TIATICS' W. Hoang and Zinc .
Den i realised , its a SMURF! HAHAHA .
How weird can i be right , Machiam lik one suaku ~
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Back t. topic ,
Im late for work ytd , FOR 18mins .
YES ! And i bump to raymond .
Chitchatting untill our bus arrvied .
I rushed up th bus cos i KNOW IM GG TO BE LATE :(:( ,
After reaching , Some weird stuffs happenned .
The NANCY v. guofen .
I was gg t. her cashier counter t. pay up for my customer .
YES , AND GUESS WHAT .
She claims that im gg t. her cashier counter so as t. see a toy promoter .
Wtf ? -.-' ,
Den she ask me mai ' khaykhay ' ,
Im NOT EVEN FEIGNING IGNORANT OR INNOCENCE FOR GODSAKE .
Whatever , I jus can't tolerate this type of oldies .
My ahma IS NOT EVEN LIKE THAT PLEASE .
MY AHMA MORE IN-TREND THAN YOU DO FOR GODSAKE .
Cos of this oldies , Made me irritated for th entire day . fkup .
Dom and cliques came over t, find me !
YES , THEY JUS CANT STOP TO SAY MY PHONE :( .
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Im so eggcited for my bday ! :X
I wonder if there's any surprises ..............................................
HAHAHAAH ,Whatever .
Imnot gg t. let anybody ruin my 17th bday . :D
ITS 9:47AM NOW .
Yes , im heading work in another 2hours and 30minutes .
AND I WILL LATE AGAIN . BYEEE GUYS <3<3<3 .

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Who says we cant hav fun in work? :D
See this .




















I wan t. have a happyhapppyhappppy relationships!

What title should i put?

10:58:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Life' sucksmaximum this few days .
Moodswings , Emotions gg up and down every minutes and seconds .
Idk what im thinking .
Paranoid? Not.
Weird? Not.
Menopause? OFCAUSENOT .
Idk :( ,,
Im dying sooon ~~
Working everyday ever since 30th nov.
FML MANZXZ , WHEN'S MY OFF DAY .
After 18 dec ~ .
Thats so damzxz long ..
I dint rlly realized that time flies ..
Untill i saw twiitter , Irene's bday is coming lik in a fewdays time ..
YES , THAT MEANS THAT MY BDAY IS COMING TOO !
10more days after her bday ;D .
How cool can it be right? :P .
Nobody will forget their bday -.-'
Im tired ...
Work has been tiring .
No fun ,
I REALLY MISS THE TIMES .
With siti , ziwei , ash , jai , luna , kailing , aryn , brian , jiexin , cheryl , jiajun , rhiena and FARAH <3.
Yes , Basicallly all the tangs' people :D
How i wish those time , Each and every one of us dont even wan an off day .
COS we know one thing , after this fair , we' wont be talking t. each other anymore..
BUT THATS NOT TRUE !
WE HAD AN OUTING ON LAST FEW MONTHS ..
Its a fabulous one . EVerybody had fun .
Yes , I guess our nxt outing is coming v. v. v. soon .
ESPECIALLY AFTER ZIWEI TOLD ME THAT , SHE'S PROB CELEBRATING MY BDAY W. ME AGAIN !
WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D .
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Yes ,
THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SECRET .
BUT I GUESS SHE WONT EVEN BE VISITING MY BLOG THAT OFTEN .
Cos she's working every singlee day as well.
HAHAHA !
Yes , how can i forget my bestfriend's bday? On 4thDEC -.-'
Her sweet 16th bday ,
I KNOW SHE NV CELEBRATE , Cos she's lying on her BED for that whole day ,
SOOO . BAOBAO and ME is ORGANIZING SMTH FOR US :D .
Yes ,, 3 musketeers <3
And i realized , baobao cant come out . :(
SO IM DOING IT MYSELF .
Tho we're doing th photomontage tgt for her .
Hope tt she treasure our stuffs <3
HAHAHA . IM KINDA SWEET RIGHT .
Im not tt sweet to my boyfriends -.-'
Shyt . :(

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Had been reading storybooks about love this few days ,
I realized , love is a weird thing .
Its something like attraction .
If th guy interested in you , and you interested in that guy , you guys will be attracted to each other .
And both will hav some kind of feeling that the other party are thinking the same way .
AND ALSO .
I REALIZED , Friends are impt .
Only true , close , real friends go thru hard times with you ALL THE TIMES . <3
Like my 2 beetchhs .


ZCZY ANDAND CTBE . MUAMUAMUACKS<3<3<3:D

Anything can happen..

10:28:00 AM YILIN (: 0 Comments

The moment i saw lingling's post,
She's gg into police station now.
Gg girl's home? Please not.
Please dont .
I donwan your bright future t. be ruined like this.
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Had been working every single day since 30th of November 2011.
YES . I MUST SPELL IT OUT YOUSEE . HAHAHA ,
Im so tired .
Symptoms of me falling sick is slowly happenning.
How? :( ,
I feeel so damzxz miserable.
I need porridge. :/
K , thats random.
But anyw , job's fun as well.
Esp till 5th of dec..
Anna'Auntie andand Erina's gone.
Nomore laughters.
Glad that i've my cashiers'friends as well!
HAHAHAH .
Trimmed my hair ytd .
Yes , Bobed again . AWESOMEORWHAT<3
YET EVERYBODY AT WORK SAY NO DIFFERENCE.
14dollars y' knw ! ::(
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Heading for work soon.
I wanna work till 10pm everyday :(
Cos my sales aint that good in the afternoon..
COMPASSPOINT DAMZXZ QUIET LA FKCZX.
Night is bettter .
There was one day where i work till 10...
I sold more than 600dollars tt day .
Eggcited t. get my figures for th past few days ltr.
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Had been eating w. Jiawei, My new eatting buddy, these few days ! :D
Cool or whart! Hasbro as well !
OHYES . HASBRO IS A BRAND .
FOR GODSAKE, Baby alive , at my generation was hundred plus t. two hundred .
Now is ,,,,,,,,,, $$21.90.
HOW CHEAP.
If only lao shu and niuniu is girl , HAHAHAHA .
Read fin my 2books alr .
Happy ending , I know , happy ending dont exist in reality.
Harsh reality.
I miss having fun w. my cliques .
Had not been contacting w. th 2 beetches :/
YES , IM EGGCITED THAT WE'RE HAVING AN OUTING SOOON ,
To celebrate zinc and my bday at th same time !
I wan a PICNIC PLEASE . Preettttypreeettty please<3<3<3 .
AAHAHA ,
Oh , last but not least......................
Ziwei's and co are currently organizing some STUFFFS for me on my bday.
Hope tt everything runs well.
17th bday will be a fruitful one . <3
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16th bday , 2010 , will be unforgettable .
17th bday , 2011 , will be awesome <3 . *CROSS FINGERS* .

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BYE BLOGGGERS . AWESOME DAY <3

COMPASSPOINT.

9:48:00 AM YILIN (: 0 Comments

SHYT . :( ,
Boss xfer me t. compasspoint AGAIN .
Yes , Im not gg t. cktangs ,b1 ANYMORE :(
I just hope that after this compass point event,
I could be able t. switch to tangs ! :X /
HAHAHAHA . Okay .
Im heading off t. work sooon .
In an hour's time :D .
SO , gooodluck rreaders . BYE <3

TANGS,TANGS,TANGS .

7:45:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Saw my title?
YES! NO DOUBT.
Im working back @ ORCHARD,TANGS AGAIN :D .
This time is for a longterm job alr . <3
Its on every weekends , B1 .
COME VISIT ME IF YOU CAN ' :D .
And i realized , CHNGJIE is working over thr as well .
For some coffee'Maker :D
COOL ! FRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDS .
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People say ,
' Friends come and go , '
I agree to this sentence to a CERTAIN EXTENT .
They do come and go , but eventually they'll come back t. you in a few years time .
HAHAHA ! SO FRIENDS'RE SO KOOL! :D
APPLYING TO ALL <3
Head over t. nex just to pass Yixun his IC today .
HOW KIND CAN I BE? -.-
And i lov th teddybear shirt i bought recently .
I bet if laoshu/niuniu saw it , they'll grab my shirt and tore it .
HAHAHA .
I've seriously got nth to blog .
Actually thr's alot .
But i dont feeel safe in ranting in my own blog :/
I wanna buy a vball and bball !
So i can bounce it whenever i want .
VENT ANGER BIATCH <3
I will stick those human that i hate on my bball ,
den i will keep bounce on th floor .
Make their face super ugly .
BUAHAHAHA ! EVIL MINDSET*
SHOULD, HOW, Why i become so mean :( .
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ :/
I cant wait for this weekend !
I WANNA GO WORK .
I DONT WANNA STAY AT HOME ANYMORE .
SO , SO , SO BORED :/
Esp when thr's nobody .
EEERIE~
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Oh , i gained weight ;o
Or issit my weighing'machine is spoilt?
Hmmms .........................................
I just feel tt i gained alot of weight out of sudden .
Too depress alr . :/

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I wan watch .
: Footloose .
: BreakingDawn .
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I lov th 3books i borrowed today in lib .
How cool. THEY ALL LOOK SO NICE TO READ .<3
Fake boyf ,
Sweet16 ,
Inner circle .
Every story tells a part of me in it .
Can i wrrite a story of myself?
A biography .
I want to tell the whole world how i felt since i was born .
I want to go back to th past .
I want to go thru those times again .
Not losing any ONE of them .
Oh , typing all this ...
It reminds me of my JennyMami&&CiamliPAPA .
The papa that tcs of me when i was young ..
Buy me food that mami wont buy it for me .
Tkcare of me better den his own blood' daughter .
Its been a year since i last saw him .
JennyMami , Feeding me chicken nest every day in the past .
WHEN IM NOT EVEN 3YEARS OLD .
THIS EXPLAINS WHY I'VE FAIR,PURE,SMOOTH SKIN <3
HAHAHAHAA ~!

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I remember , CNY2011, was a craze one .
Papa cook th fish for me .
And they took out the bones for mee .
How sweet can dey be right .
LMAO , COS DEY KNOW I DK HW TO TK OUT BONES <3
Unlike my own father .
YAOSIEW , On sat , papa finallly* cook a fish .
And he ask me t. eat th fish .
ACCIDENTALLY , I SWALLOW THE BONES :(
If i die cos of th bone how?
Th world jiu lost le yi ge SMART HUMAN alr .
SUCHA PITY!
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Maybe i should visit dem in a few days time <3 .
HAHAHA , Before my weekdays's schedule is packed .
HEHEHE ,
SHYT . I dam jealous those actress . :(
In th movie , they always paired up w. the most handsome and sweetest guy at the end of th story .
WHILE US IN REALITY ?
ONCE HIS GONE , I think next generation , after we reincarnate also dk can be w,. him anot lo . WAHPIANG -.-
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K . Im done w. blogging .
BYEE :D



























, Every pictures tells a different story .
Every pictures tells about our feelings on that day .
Every picture is a memory . :D

My faith is shaking..

8:56:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

HEY READERS, HEY BLOGGERS. HOW'S LIFE?
HAHAHA . Mine is so-oh-good !
Just reached home .
oHGOSH. My first time ,
very first time sitting on my dagugu's motor <3<3
Its so damzxz awesome .
COS I FELT THAT TH HELMET IS FLYING OUT ANYTIME :(
Its a good thing right? It means tt my head is getting smaller:D
I LOVE AHMA <3 . LOVELOVELOVE. HAHAAHA
I mean , im just so random today.

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Work @ vivo today .
WAS KINDA LATE .
So i rushed down just t. tk CAB .
GUESS WHAT , My boss ask me t. wait for him for 20mins .
I've wasted my $$12.80 for nth ;/
Th cab'driver was cute as well. Friendly ;D
I reached tooo EARLY...
So , i went over t. tangs' atrium fair .
Just t. kacau YinZhong.
HAHAHAH , YINGXIONG:/
Its been so long since we last met. not even talk . HAHAHA
Shuying came over and find me after tt . in the afternoon.
YES . BEFORE SHE STARTED WORK.
AND WE SAW CALVIN :D
Hmmms , he's small eyes today.
I saw BYRON AS WELLL!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH , SO COOL .
Its been like 1564861316815316813days since i last saw him @ orchardtangs :D
I saw begum as well . REDCAMP FTW, BABE <3
She's at the reception counter . KINDA WEIRD, But fun :D
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To be honest , i hate this toy promoter job .
I hate sweaty palms .
I fucking cant tie that fucking string to that fucking worm .
and the boss still wan me to tie ONE in 5mins ,
FOR GODSAKE LA . W. MY SWEATY PALMS ARD , YOU GIVE ME 24HOURS ALSO CANT TIE LA .
WTF , JUST FUCKING LET ME PROMOTE .
FUCK ,
Make me pekcek , den i go back t. my photoframe sua .
Yaosiew .
I KEPT ON CHANGING JOB THIS YEAR .
FML ~
Idk what im thinking :(
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Met yiXUN after that .
YES , I ASKED HIM TO GO OSIM FAIR , HE GO AIBI FAIR .
Ask him gnd and bang wall sua -.-
Kay , at least he bought a bread for me . hehehehe .
MY LUNCH OKAY :(
Head over t. serangooon t, meet zhijie and co ? ;o
YES , We went over t. that dk what dance studio .
Argh , jealous of those girl's body'shape ,
FORGET IT . ACCEPT WHO I AM IS THE FIRST STEP TO SUCCESS :D
Im super noisy this few day ,
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I cant stop blabbering nonsense .
Once i stop , the memories machiam automatic come back to me like tt .
Shyt myself 'Unfriend You' by Greyson Chance . <3<3
If im gonna quit this fucking job , im so gonna stop finding job .
Im so gg running every single day without fail .
Im gonna find my new me .
I hate my old self .
Nobody knows me thoroughly .
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What's friends? Somebody define it for me .
What's boyfriends? Someone explain it to me please .
Stop calling me noisy , when you dont even knw why im noisy .
You guys dont know .
COS YOU'RE NOT GG THROUGH ALL THIS .
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Sometime in life , we always have a down period .
Where you just wanna be leave alone ,
But you can't cry it out .
No tears is flowing out .
You shout and scream like mad towards the road ,
Everybody in public thought you' were a crazyfella'
they even want to dial for mental'hospital .
When all you need was a listening ear ,
a human that knows everything of you .
Working every single day doesn't seems to worn me out .
Smiling all day long doesn't make me happy as well .
How?
I wanna do something crazy now .
Like jumpping off a building .
But i can't , I can't leave my parents alone .
I feel like getting out of this place now .
I wan cry .
Can i ?
Can i stop being the brave girl ?
Please?
Stop cursing me .

780th post ever since my 1st post in year 2007.

5:36:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Hi readers, bloggers!
Its time to brush up my english by updating blog EVERYDAY ! :D
I need t. get back this habit , just to get everything tracked . HAHAHA
Ever since i stopped blogging , i start to forget minor things like ,
i'd met somebody at some place, yet i just couldn't rmb who .
At times , i may even forget that i had met dem before. LOLOLOL.
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Had been watching funshion .
Romantic shows again! (Y) .
I realized only true love exist in fairytales.
Somehow or rather, we just need to stop walking , and take a look at the surroundings.
We may find new people , new stuffs ard you , that you might not even realized.
Like now?
I've stopped , and i knew alot of NEWANDAWESOMEPEOPLE! WOOHOO :D
Whye do we need so many fake friends when we only need a few or perhaps only one or two close friends?
Isn't it a chore?
Need to quarrel w. every fake friends .
Protecting yourself from being betrayed or hurt by them again .
Need to take precaution on what you gg to say next ,
SOME MAY EVEN NEED A SCRIPT TO TALK TO THEM .
They may be super close to you ,
Like damzxz close ,
at the same time , they can be betraying you . backstabbing you .
You nv know .
Dont forget , they're in the dark , you can't see them .
They took advantage of it .
This is life .
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I watched a movie that quote .
'We live alone, we die alone. Everything else is just illusion.'
And the author said ,
Why should we study ? and do so many marvelous thing , when we'll all eventually die .
After we die , nobody would knw what we've accomplished .
It make sense , to me . HAHAHA .
Its kinda weird , watching movies , i can learnt alot from them .
Okay .
Im superb hungry , I'VE NO LUNCH :< .
I WANNA GO DOWN AND BUY DINNER NAOZXZ .
SAYOO <3

REDCAMP8! :D

10:49:00 PM YILIN (: 0 Comments

In one person, there's always 2sides living w. each other.
The goood and the bad , it really depends on the person on which he/she wants to believe in and listen to.
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RedCamp Eight is officially over.
Camps after camps, i've nvr regretted gg any of them.
I've not regretted knowing every single awesome people from each camp.
Instead , Im more than happier to know each and every of dem even deeper.
HAHAHAHA ! I love the people i knew from each camp i go to .
NOT INCLUDING SCHOOL CAMPS ! (Y)
BASICALLY, I Hate school camps. AINT FUN !
NPCC CAMPS ARE FUN ! Cos my juniors were ALL so damzxz cute .
They' will totally turn my down moood t. a HYPER mood .
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Watched ' You are the apple of my eye ' STRAIGHT AFTER my O's paper .
AWEOSME UH? :D .
THE MAIN LEAD IS SO SHUAI LA CAN :/ .
And so sweet .
They dont hav a GREAT HAPPY ENDING AT the end .
BUT AT LEAST THEY HAVE A HAPPY PROCCESS IN DEM .
Those memories would always live in their heart .
Like our memories , HAHAHAH .
Each different guy i stead , has different memories .
Every different memories has its own place in my heart .
No advantages over one another , cos they're just OH-TOO-AWESOMEH- <3
Ofcause , they're my past .
Nopoint pondering over the past right ?
We should just REMINISCE and GET OVER W. IT .
Cos i know we' couldn't rewind the past anym .
Lastlong w. the new girls you guys found ! hehehe .
i BET THEY're better den me . -WAYYYYY* - .
OHANYW , Its all on my newsfeed! SO I NVR STALK KAY! HAHAHAHA :)
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Had been working for these couple of weeks as well.
At paragon, TANGS(Y) , TanglinMall , SENTOSA! :D
Oh , did i mention that i participated in NEX'Halloween event last month? HAHAHA .
ITS SO DAMNZXZ AWESOME KAY .
My first halloween day that're spent w. audiences ! :D
Oh , I love my job over at nexx aniw .
First day was awesome , i get t. decorate my own cookies w. ICING !
Next , i got to do my best hobby , BALLOOON SCULPTURING . <3
For the party on the following day .
So , The following day , i get to teach those kids how to make their own bento!
THEY CALLED ME - TEACHER FIONA - ! WOOHOOO :D .
THEY'RE SO DAMZX AWESOME .
Altho they're superb naughty -.- , and hyperactive .
HAHAHAHA , OHYES , I get t. interact w. the HYPER-IST KID OVER THERE! :/
His super handsome kay , future potential shuaige!
I wonder what the parents feed their child these days , all so cute and handsomehzxz<3
After that , ON THAT NIGHT . I GET TO PARTICIPATE IN THE HALLOWEENCOMPETITION:D
NexManagement gave me halloween's costume <3 .
IM PRINCESS DIAANA :D .
Oh , I totally forgot the theme was 'MRSSCARY '
So i kept 'cry' . LMAO .
OH , I LOVE BAO's sentence .
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Emcee asked Bao how she died .
Guess wat she replied?
Bao: Oh ,,, i like to bake cookies so much untill one day , i put myself inside the oven and bake w.the cookie as well!
HAHAAHAHAH . I LAUGH UNTILL CRY LA . LMAO .
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Okay , Weichen and the -ABC- guy came over t. support me ;D
HAHAHAH !
Whats next ? let me think ......

WORK AT PARAGON WAS AWESOME .
Trying t. rmb all the photoframes codes again .
DONT BE SURPRISED , Im not working back .
Im just helping out whenever they need MANPOWER :D
My day in paragon was fun . The people there were awesome and kind .
Altho they called me crazy girl as USUAL -.-' , Everybody called me crazygurl :(
TANGS@VIVO was CRAZYINSANELYFUN . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Get t. lunch w. Calvin , Shuying , HAHAHA .
And we go t. the top level and PLAY water <3 .

WORKING T IMBIAHSTATION , @SKY TOWER was awesomely funny as well .
My italian'boss w. pizzaFACE was kool.
He 'winked' at me for no reason.
That make Yixun,Zhijie,Keith,Zainul laughed like NOBODY'S BUSINESS ==
And the boss's italian accent make me kept 'YESYESYES' -.-
LASTLY , ITALY NO SATURDAY DE AH? ITALY'S CALENDAR IS WRONG ONE ISSIT?
Why MY BOSS THOUGHT TOMORROW IS SUNDAY?! :/
And he mispronounced my SUR-NAME! FROM (SUM) TO (SOOM) . GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Its actually , a sentence .
MY NAME .

Whats the sum of one and zero?

YEAH GUYS ,. MAKES SENSE RIGHT?! HAHAHA .
Work was awesomely fun . Plying ard w. the guys .
ITS KOOL . BEING THE ONLY GIRLS AMONG THE GUYS (Y) .
ESP ALL NPCC CADETS . WE'VE COMMON TOPICS :/
AND I GET TO CLEAN GLASS PANELS AGAIN! FML!

OH , STILL GOT LAST.
I worked @ TANGLIN MALL for one day ;D
At SilkWalk&KidsWalk....
Kinda fun i must say .
The kids that came into kids walk're Caucasian .
THEY'RE DAMNZXZ CUTE KAY .
BLUE EYES<3 . AWWWW MUCH .
HAHAAHA ! I HATE cleaning glasss door , and glass stuffs .
I can be a potential cleaner in future alr :/
GLAD THAT MY HOUSE ONLY HAV TWO GLASS TABLE -.-
HAHAHAHA .

THATS THE END OF MY WORKING LIFE <3
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The last chapter of this blog , will be my reflection .
YOU GUYS COULD JUST CLICK (X) .
Dont even bother reading all this .
I just wanna my own space t. rant out my thoughts .
I'll be starting now................

Today , i hate today basically .
I'd the worst day of my life .,
I' nvr suffered all these before .
Im thankful that i've those bunch of guys @work kept kacauing me .
That makes me stop thinking of our memories .
You told me to wait for you right ? After O's lvl .
I waited rmb ? And now? You've gotten a new gf .
Congrats . ;D
Im once again been treated as a fool.
If im the most wicked girl in this universe , i guess you're nowhere better as well.
The point tht i became like this was because of all of you guys .
You guys trained me to be stronger .
Trained me to be a brave girl , that treats all the relationshipp lik shyts .
To a girl that won't even drop a tear infront of people .
How hard is that?
Im still a frail girl that needs to rely on .
Seventeen . No , I have not even reached that age yet .
I've still got less than a month .
Every year , my wish is the same .
Now , Im so gonna chnged it .
Im not gg to step into any r/s anymore.
It just sucks .
Goodnights diary . <3