26/12/09 ;
like wad laopo' said ,
ie lauqh for th sake of lauqh ,
ie smile for th sake of smile ,
actually deep inside , im aint happy at all .
yes , ie tink so too , )':
but ie juz dunnoe whyeee ,
lots of ques in my mind ,
& ie keep wanting to ask , whyewhyewhye ???
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like wad baddieh' ask ,
whye im so sad tis few days ?
not th real me ,
yes , ie noe ,
told-ed ue just 1quarter of my problems ,
im lazy to sms , keypad'cui ,
type 1msg nid 15mins , can ue imaqine ?
ie will be lyk so fuqqin piss off & stop smsinggg , ._.'
but ie noe , u'll noe wad im qonna say & wad im thinkingg ,
ie told-ed cha , ie wanna start doing smth tt ie been doing for th last past 1yr or 2 ,
& ue ask me to stopp doingg , it hurt ppl ,
but , is dey hurt me first right ?
yes , revenqe ,
lyk wad lt' told-ed me ,
'Revenge' is th word .
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like wad zb` always mutteringg ,
whye im soo sad tis fewdays ,
dint wanna mit ue up ,
dint wanna dinner or wadever ,
okay , lyk wad ie been saying ,
i dunnoe , i dunnoe , i dunnoe ,
i dunnoe if im walking th right way ,
i dunnoe if im doing th right thing ,
i tink , doing nth is th best ,
sleep at home th wholeday ,
thinking NOTHING ,
yes , NOTHING ,
okay , just send me to imh nao , thankyous ,
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spent my chrismas'night wib hs & his auntie ,
yes , thanks for th 2ndd bday cake ,
its a big one i can say ,
altho ur bought it last min ,
thanks auntie for singing me a low voice de bday song ,
as for hs ,
thanks for crashing my bday cake untill th santaclaus run to th East side ,
like a bu dao ong ! :D .
aniw , *HAIS is wad i can say ,
mayb thats you ,
mayb thats wad th qirls said abt you when we're studying tqt ,
yeah , i tried to go out wib dem ample times to see if dey're right ,
startinq ie prove dem , its wrong ,
but slowly , ue show me ,
thats when , i slowly nvr sms ue or wadever
ue may sae im cruel ,
u may sae im bad ,
but , u do cruel things to me first ,
im not a good-to-bully girl okay , mayb my appearance tell ue so ,
but , dun judge its book by its cover .
went home alone by mrt tt night ,
wanna qo find tortise & co ,
but im tired ,
suddenly headache ,
walk slowly , ie even took th wrong train,
ie even took th wrong train , frm expo back to changi , ._."
ie still tot dere's LOTS of place let me sit , ie still sit , ._.'
untill ie tink whye so less ppl , ie chiong out & noe tt im in th wrong train ,
went in th correct train , th quy sitting infront of me ,
watching me holding th handle , frm west fly to east , frm east fly back to west ,
he offer-ed me th seat , but ie said no :) .
bus-ed home alone ,
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mayb i hurt lots of ppl in e past ,
& ie noe , if ie had another chance ,
ie would want to mit tt special quy to say sorry ,
4years , yes , been 4years ,
i can say , im bad to youu ,
ur th one tt care for me th most ,
ie rmb tt ,
ur small sister is so sweet untill it piss-ed me off thoroughlyy , ._."
butt she's soo cute when she keep pesteringg me calling me *JIEJIEEJIEJIEE* ,
hohohos ! ie tink tts my best days during my pri6year ,
ue noe wads going on in sku ,
ue noe wads happening to me ,
ur th one teachingg me subs ,
ie noe thruout all th quys ,
ur th quyy tt ie hurt th most ,
ie noee uue sure criedd & heart broken ,
im sorry . )':
ie noe mayb now , u're at thailand wib ur mother , or parents ,
hw ie wish , i wouldd fly over to thailand & find you,
& just say 1word sorry to you ,
omfq , wadd im thinking , ie noe its impossible ,
but ur fwen all , still rmbbs me !
ie noe if i hab th will , i'll find ue one day ,
ur fwen all noes my blog , ie won't change my blog'url ,
coz ue're th one tt mould me into myself naozxz ,
i'll forever rmbs you , lover :D . <3
hope ue won't forget me ,
hope u're still in singapore ,
hope tt ur sister & ur fwens will find me again ,
that day will appear , ie noe it will ,
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Overdue Pix .
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