Dark path.

12:22:00 AM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Hi guys!
As usual, sorry for not blogging for months.
I remembered, my last post was actually October.
Actually, I just feel like blogging because I want to rant things out.
My diary is filled with things. But ohwell, just feel that my blog should be filled with rants as well.
And here it goes,

Why did i join the cca in the first place?
Because i thought it would be fun and exciting to join a dancing club.
But in e end, its actually a sinking ship.
Year 1 was okay, its so smooth. and all of us are quite happy with each other,
Looking forward to performances even no matter how much we've screwed it up.
And now, Year 2. Everything starts anew.
Maybe its really wrong for us not to choose people correctly,
And also, our fault for not making this cca a good one.
For having no respect and discipline.
Its all our fault, because we allow it to happen.
Performances aft performances.
Synergy was good.
And now Musical?
Its weird because most of us are leaving the club because of Musical.
Even me, Even i feel like leaving, Musical is really too much to take.
Especially all the trainings we had previously.
We perspire, and the time we spend dancing,
But now, we're all ....
Idk how to describe. But the feelings im feeling now is not good.
Like im falling apart, breaking down any sooner.
Sigh.
This is not what i signed up for.

xx

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Bucket list checked!

1:36:00 AM YILIN (: 0 Comments

HAI GUYS!!
Haven't been blogging for SO LONG.
So for those who're wondering, where am i on to ,
ACTUALLY,
I was on a school oversea trip to USA!
YES. USA! OMFG . COME, SCREAM WITH MEE :D
Im off to San Francisco,Ca. HAHA .
YES. Its actually v broad,
But tbh, Im staying in Oakland for all the days there :D
I actually had an album in FB . So check it out guys ,
ALL OF MY PHOTOS is up there,
I'll only upload afew here, COS. some of the photos is in my phone ah. HAHA .
Nehmind~
Lets start ! :D
I actually had a Cycling session w. Jingni one day before my flight,
We cycled like 34km/36km.
I forgot but yeah, around that range,
From East coast to changi, and back.
SO TIRING, AND WORST WAS,
I had dance that night as well.
Whole body aching, I was planning to sleep on the plane anyways. HAHA
So aft that I met new people, Like Shuwei, which was my primary schoolmate.
WE ONLY FOUND OUT THAT on DAY 4 or 5. LOLOL.
AND my 2 roomies, Khadijah and Afiqah~
AND MY PIG IRRITATING FRIEND, YuJun. <3 br="" nbsp="">
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Being able to go USA was really a very big opportunity for me back then.
So ofcause I grab it right, Opportunity like this wont come knocking on your door every other day.
BUT, after deciding that im going, I realised that means i had to make new friends.
To me, making new friends is never a problem. But what im really afraid of,
is, what if they aint friendly, or anti-social? who will be my room-mates? HAHAH .
Thats all solved on 1st October. :)
Its the first day of october, and Im starting my new fresh month by going USA for 8days.
8days to you guys might be like , "meh, so short."
but to me, its A-L-O-T .
I mean friends around me were all flying around, to Sydney,Perth,and China.
And their days was all like , 2weeks, and 1month.
But 8days, its more than enough for me. Thanks . HAHAHA
I had to sit on the plane for total 15hours from SG-San Francisco.
BUT OFCAUSE, We have transferring airplane , So we stopped at Taiwan. :)
All the photos will be down there!@ :D .
Not all though, I've like 600++. Its all inside FB.
So yeah, Aft reaching Taiwan, All of us was walking around. Looking for things and Camwhoring.
To spend our 4hours, or was it 3hrs. I forgot.
BY then, I was so tired. So aft on board on the plane to SF, I slept throughout.
Maybe not, I woke up to watch 2 movies and sleep back again. HAHAH ,.
I got a seat at the first row.
ITS SO EMBARRASSING, Cos its nearer to the toilet.
THAT MEANS, People get to see all our unglam sleeping poses. HAHA .
And funny thing was, in the morning, me and my roomies was wearing contacts / not wearing spec.
BUT at night, everybody was wearing our specs and laughing at each other. HAHA .
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2nd day
On the 2nd day, its actually the day where we set our foot IN SF itself.
And over there, the date was 1st october, or was it 2nd,
Whereas SG timing was 3rd.
SF is 15hours later than SG. yes. HAHA ,
So imagine, When im sleeping, y'll are working,
And when Im gg to school, y'll are SLEEPING. HAHAH .
I had jetlag. So badly. no joke.
I slept at 2.30am on the first night, and I woke up at 3.30am cos my stomach is growling for food. -.-
AND I WOKE UP AT 7AM AGAIN. for the start of th day.
The timing is bullshyt. HAHA ,.
On the day itself, we went to Stanford University and Plug and Play for some lecture.
I think for that lecture, I dont understand a SINGLE bit.
Especially when that Pakistan's lecturer blabber infront of me.
The words just flew out. Like literally.
But ohwell, it was nice. HHHA .
OH. We went to Stanford Shopping Centre. ITS HUGE.
TOO HUGE. That we have to RUN AROUND.
Because apparently we only have like an hour to shop and eat?
Ohyeah. -.-'
We didnt eat at all, We ran around like crazy people. YES.
Just to get our souvenirs and shirt done , because none of us know when was our next shopping day.
So at night we was so hungry that we actually wanted to sneak out to Walmart.
Funny thing was, others was doing the same thing as well.
IN E END, I think Half of us walk to Walmart.
And at first, we ran. BECAUSE WE WAS TOO HUNGRY.
AND I WAS WEARING SLIPPER.
AT NIGHT, THE WEATHER THERE IS SO COLD.
My lips was like literally shivering. -.-
We had Might Wings. Its actually SG's McWings.
ITS GOOD. COS ITS SPICY.
SPICY AND HOT THINGS ON A COLD WEATHER IS SHIOCK <3 p="">---
3rd day
I THINK WE WENT GOOGLE. AND PIER 39.
Its good!!!! We couldnt really take pictures INSIDE google.
But its really cool.
They get to take free food and drinks.
ALSO, All of them have this google bicycle. thats so damzxz coooooooooooool. AHAHAHA
AND PIER39. The scenery is <3 p="">So pretty. I went to their 7D and double carousel. ITS SO FUN.
No words can describe how much fun i'm having. Really.
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4th day
WE went Tesla and Iphone outlet AND also,Berkeley Uni. HAHAHA ,
We had this Iphone seminar by the CEO.
And i was literally sleeping and dropping my phone tons of time.
AS for tesla, all i wanted was to eat. IM SO HUYNRY.
And at Berkeley, it was fun, BECAUSE.
We get to walk around and see how the students there live and study.
Its really cool, comparing to SG.
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5th and 6th day
We went GOlden Gate BridgeL, GREAT MALL AND THEME PARK. WOOHOO.
Golden Gate Bridge was really a biggggg eye-opener for me.
Never will I thought that i would be so close to one of the World's Bridges.
And th ThemePark is definitely the best.
Especially for a risk taker like me.
Inside Six Flag Kingdom , Most of the rides there was ROLLER COASTER.
So we conquered all the roller coasters there. MUAHAHHA .
ITS FUN, 360degrees turn, 90degrees fall, and the longest green roller coastere.
all this, how could i forget? :)
OHYES, AND GREAT MALL.
Its really GREAT., Its bigger than ION ORCHARD.
And the stuffs there was real cheap. If yll have a chance. Go shop at the Great Mall.
Its near Oakland. :)
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7th and 8th day
WE SPENT OUR 2Days inside Airport.
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This 8days spent w. these people will never be forgotten,
I think even when i grow older, i had a chance to go USA,
When i walk past or go past the place , i'll definitely think back,
"Ohmygod, this was the place i came w. them. "
"thats the hotel i spent my 5nights in, w. th 2 girlies. HAHAH"































































































































































































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