Dark path.

12:22:00 AM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Hi guys!
As usual, sorry for not blogging for months.
I remembered, my last post was actually October.
Actually, I just feel like blogging because I want to rant things out.
My diary is filled with things. But ohwell, just feel that my blog should be filled with rants as well.
And here it goes,

Why did i join the cca in the first place?
Because i thought it would be fun and exciting to join a dancing club.
But in e end, its actually a sinking ship.
Year 1 was okay, its so smooth. and all of us are quite happy with each other,
Looking forward to performances even no matter how much we've screwed it up.
And now, Year 2. Everything starts anew.
Maybe its really wrong for us not to choose people correctly,
And also, our fault for not making this cca a good one.
For having no respect and discipline.
Its all our fault, because we allow it to happen.
Performances aft performances.
Synergy was good.
And now Musical?
Its weird because most of us are leaving the club because of Musical.
Even me, Even i feel like leaving, Musical is really too much to take.
Especially all the trainings we had previously.
We perspire, and the time we spend dancing,
But now, we're all ....
Idk how to describe. But the feelings im feeling now is not good.
Like im falling apart, breaking down any sooner.
Sigh.
This is not what i signed up for.

xx