Trust that an ending is followed by a beginning.

10:15:00 AM YILIN (: 0 Comments

Hey guys! Sorry for not living up to my promise. HAHA. I promised to blog up my Wuhan and Phuket trip soon but Its either I'm too lazy or busy. But i think lazy takes up 90% of it. Meh, Ever since I'd finished my 1 month notice in AA, I've been looking around vigorously. No more income coming in in the month of June feels excruciating.

Although I truly believes that "when a door is closed, god will open up a window for me", Its still hard not being able to accept that I'm currently jobless and unemployed. If it makes any sense, hmm. Maybe unemployed is not a good word, since I do freelance every now and then. I'm truly grateful for the opportunities that LDR have given me for the past few years. Its one of those few jobs that I'll never be able to let go completely. What can I say? Facilitating kids around is just my hobby. HAHAHAHA.

In the meantime, I'm still looking around for the semi-permanent ones. I've 2 jobs on hand right now, Sinda and GSA. Teaching Pre-Nursery on every Saturday was a hobby at first, and it became a chore along the way and now it became my passion. Firstly, its because we couldn't communicate well. Some of the kids in my class don't understand english well, and I can't speak Tamil at all. Its so hard to even communicate with their parents. OHGOD :-( I really want these kids to learn well and are prepared for their kindergartens education. I don't want them to suffer in K1 or K2 when the rest of the class is learning something harder and they are still at the foundation phase. Its gg to be so hard on them. Hence I'm trying so many ways to help them learn and it's the achievement that I got from them when they're able to recognize X,Y,Z and 8,9,10 now. Since one of the kid couldn't at the start of the semester.It makes me feel that the things that I do for them are all worth it. It makes me happy, for that 2hours. Thank you boys. Teacher Fiona truly appreciates. :-)

Giving supplementary classes for Inforcom Club in SCGS was not easy, at all. Teaching them the software was easy, because its all just word vomit, but making sure that they actually understand whats going on was oh so hard. Making sure that they don't play games in other tabs like what we normally do back in school was SO DAMN HARD!!! Now, I truly understand how my Primary and Secondary teacher feels. Whenever I've classes in computer Labs, I won't actually listen to what its going on, I'll actually open up games website in tabs. OMG GUYS, REMEMBER MINICLIPS.COM?! Old much? HAHAH. Thats what happening right now, I've at least 40girls in my class, and half of them are actually surfing the net and playing online games. OHMYGOD. Some of them even watches youtube, like hello?! Do I look like I came from cave, and you think I don't actually know what you doing? I went through the same phase as you when I was at your age, girl. I so can't believe it. One of the ridiculous things I saw was, primary 2 watching some movie parody trailer?!? shit. what has world has become. HAHAHA. Apart from stopping them at all these nonsense they gave, I have to actually help them in their project when they can't finish. OMG. Theres only one me, I have to help like 8groups?! K fine. I'm paid. oh well. HAHAHAHAH Its just so unbelievable. Thank god, its June holiday. YAY. Perks of working in a teaching industry? You get off when its school holidays. AWESOME OR WHAT? WOOHOO :)

It has been fun doing all these for once a week. HAHAHA. So far so good. I can't wait for school to start in Aug/Sep. WOO.

Till then, I'll post more. I try.

PS/:  Whenever something has ended, something new will begin. You' will never be left with nothing.