Paranoid. Not me anymore.
Hi guys! Yll might wonder, "ME BLOGGING? CONFIRM GOT THINGS TO RANT" . Yes, you guys AINT WRONG. HAHAHA . but before i start my rants in my life, I've some updates. :-) Me being able to blog today, its also because im down with flu and high fever. AHAHA . SO I'VE SOME TIME TO BLOG. WOOHOO. READ ON FOR UPDATES IN MY LIFE :-)
1) Internship
As you readers know, (or might not if you' guys didnt read my prev post! HMPH), I've started my internship. Its going to be the start of week 3 tomorrow. I know y'll might wanna know where I got posted to right? hehe . I got posted to IBM. :-) My department is solely on Strategic Outsourcing Delivery. Basically what my department do is just IT support for the companies that hired IBM for IT support. HAHAHA. The first 2weeks was good. I had real fun in my 'office'. OH DID I MENTION? I dont have A CUBICLE on my own! Which is good. MORE FREEDOM FOR ME. I do not need to stick my butt at my office chair all day. I get to be mobile! :-) Going on mobile means, I've my laptop with me. And, I have to find 'phone booth' for me and colleagues every morning. WHICH ALSO MEANS, DIFFERENT WORKING ENVIRONMENT EVERYDAY! WOOHOO :-) HAHAHA . I hope my next 7weeks won't be a horror. HEHEHE . As old people always says, ' They give you heaven for the first few weeks, and nightmare for the last few weeks.'
2) Dance
I haven't been really posting about dance lately other than ranting about what dance have caused me. I mean instead of posting what good things/memories that dance brings me, i post the side effects of it. Im bad. SORRY GUYS. But this is my blog right? I've the rights to rant all i want. So today, here i am. HAHAHA . If you guys didnt know, BE actually had one committee! FINALLY. AFTER SO MUCH OF CONSIDERATIONS, I present you La Ballroom En Masse 9th EXCO . :-)
Even though , Allan, Fel, and I was in the committee last year, it doesn't felt so important and so "big" like it does to all of us now. SO , lets now shall we? :-) After all the interviews and discussion I had with R, we interviewed them, and tada. They're my committees now. R once said, the committees have to be people you can work with, and also people that you're comfortable with. And i know that we'll have lots of conflicts in future whenever we've different views in things. BUT, at the end of the day, they'll still be the ones I'm closest to. After all the group shots, the real work begins. We've came a long way now. Even before we're even in a OFFICIAL committees, during Musical, they're the ones that helped me along the way. So being in a official committee, we've greater dreams for the club. We tried everything we could. Proposals for this, Proposals for that. And 2 of our proposals have successfully succeed! (YAY KUDOS TO US! :-)) WE'VE FINALLY OUR CLUB TEE-SHIRT NOW. WOOHOO. AND ALSO, OUR BE CAMP 2014. The camp officially ended today, 1245pm. IM SAD. (read on if you wanna know why im sad!) Throughout the meetings we had for the club shirt and camp, internally, we've so much conflicts between each other. Like we don't like how some people do this and stuffs, but Im glad. At least at the end of the day, Nothing big really happen to break us up. And i can safely and confidently say that our bond is still there. WOOHOO ^^. So i really want to thank this 5 people. QiuXuan, Vernice, Fel, Allan and Brendon. Thanks for being there always. :-)
QiuXuan- I've always known you as the super quiet girl that always supports us since you entered the club. HAHA , You've been through with us for all the performances, HEHEHE, LAST TIME, I DIDNT HEAR YOU SAY MORE THAN 10WORDS IN ONE SENTENCE. After the interview, WOAH WOAH WOAH, *PIANG PIANG PIANG, You actually can talk so much :O. HAHAHAHA, And also, you're sucha good secretary, SO GOOD IN ADMIN WORK, NOT BECAUSE OF YOU, OUR CAMP MIGHT NOT EVEN SUCCEED IN THE FIRST PLACE. I wanna thank you so much. HEHE . I love you, Have fun in China oky. AND COME BACK, AND PRACTICE, AND WIN THAT COMP <3 div="">
Vernice- You've always been the straightforward one, Talking everything that came up your mind. So genuine, so real. Its like you're never fake. Everything you said are real, because sometime you don't think twice before you say things! AND YOU FACE SHOWS EVERYTHING. Your face shows your emotions and reaction to whatever we say. AND we can know that you don't like it through your face. HAHAHA , SO PLEASE CONTROL YOUR FACE, Don't let us, or anybody in future know your emotions and stuffs. Im not asking you to be 2-face or whatever, but you have to control your face, really. Sometimes in life, its better to be a little bit mysterious than being too openly and share your emotions and anger to people! People can easily guess your next move and break you down! TRUST ME. HAHA, AFTERALL, I ate 1 year more of rice than you do. :P, AND also, its because of you we change certain things, and the way we do things to make it better. heehhehe . Thank you so much. AND YOU and
CAN JIAYOU IN COMPETITION. HHEHEH
Felicia- FELICIA NG WAN LI. OMG. Its finally your turn. HEEHE, Our story came a long way since year1. If sandra, and ivy didn't leave, I doubt we'll be this close. HAHAH . Sometimes i really wonder what real friends or best friends are like. Because people tell me, you can never find best friend or close friend or REAL and GENUINE friends in POLY. Because poly is the place where competition come first. If I didn't join BE, We won't even met. We'll be strangers. HAHAHA . So i thank my friend for pushing me into joining BE. hehe , We're close, Because our friends left us alone. We're close because we're similar. We're close because we always know what we wanna say next. Its like I've never met such friends before. You're weird, and real at the same time. You're naive, and smart at times. Sometime the things you said is something i never thought you would ever say. HAHAHA . You actually can do big things in life. I can imagine already. AND WE'LL BE EARNING BIG BUCKS in future, WE'LL STAY IN THE SAME CONDO, AND SIT ALONG THE POOLSIDE AND CHILL. Like we always imagine and say. HAHAHA . Thanks for accepting the straightforward and crazy me. HEHE. I love you no matter what you become, fat or slim, tall or short. HAHAHA . YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY CRAZY AND BEST FRIEND THAT I'LL CRY TO WHENEVR IM SAD. even if we didn't get into the same UNI in future, we'll still be close. Im sure. :-) , thanks for giving me advice all the time, and telling me that they're not my real friends, real friends dont treat me like how they did, thanks for enlightening me and making me realize it too.ITS MY TIME TO HELP YOU. You and allan can do it in the comp, I know you can. You always wanted to join a comp right, we've come so far from salsa to latin, its our time to shine, YOU AND ME CAN DO THIS. JIAYOU <3 div="">
Allan- Allan Pang Jie HAN! THE SUPER PARANOID AND LOW CONFIDENCE HUMAN I'VE EVER MET. You show different facade to me all the time. Since the first day i met you, You change faces and facade like changing clothes in th wardrobe, BUT one thing don't change. Your heart towards something, and your self-esteem. Stop thinking lowly about yourself. You're good. OFcause, there'll always be people better than you. You have to stop thinking that they'll laugh at you or look lowly at you. ignore them. ignore whatever they say. When you're on that stage, you're you. You only have 1 chance, show everything you've got. And i know you can do it, ofcause, bring along my fel with it. HHEHE , Remember last year? when 3 of us was together walking to station after dance , you kept saying, " FEL, YOU AND ME, REPRESENTING SG, AND FIO, SHOUTING OUR NAMES WITH BANNERS ON THE HANDS. HAHAHA " I've helped you alot, and its time for you to help yourself. YOU BETTER WIN FOR HER, FOR ME, FOR ALL OF US. ALL OF US HAVE HIGH HOPES ON YOU THIS COMP, Show the world, show THEM you can do it even without her. SHOW THEM YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT HER. HAHAHA , And i'll always rem the times you coming down to amk just to have dinner with me and talking to me. Giving me advice and telling me to stop going out with people that're out to ruin me. HEHHE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SHORTIE. THANK YOU. <3>
Brendon- HAHAHA HI . THANK YOU FOR BEING MY PARTNER SINCE OPEN HOUSE 2014. And practicing with me all the time when i need help. ALSO, playing with me. Smoking through steps with me. and Tolerating all my scoldings and naggings towards you. HAHAHA, 我是为你好！ HAHAHA, After musical, we became even closer. And club crawl 2014, when we have to do stunts, You helped me alot. You build alot of trust between us. Thank you. HAHAHA , And also not forgetting, OUR JIVE TEAM. Thanks for backing me up and supporting me whenever i need help. Thanks for helping me
with all the stunts, and being so fat and macho at the same time la okay. HAHA. You're the VP. You have to STOP being superstitious okay! YOU, can do it one. I see potential in you. HEHE , JUST KEEP DOING WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING, AND WE'RE GOOD. ONE THING BOTH OF US HAVE TO CHANGE, We have to start thinking of ways to stop being 'controlled'. WE CAN DO IT; YOU AND QX, HUBBY AND WIFEY AH, JIAYOU IN COMP . <3
All of us can do it in the competition. Be it beginners level, or pre. All of us can win this thing. Top 3-Top5 is ours.Nobody can snatch away from us. Like what allan said, When we're out on the dancefloor, we're out to win. JIAYOU <3
3) BE CAMP 2014
BE CAMP 2014 JUST ENDED OFFICIALLY TODAY, AT 1245PM. Thank you for those that attended the camp. I hope you guys had lotsa of fun like I do. Rushing to school from work is not an easy chore. Its tiring. Im dead beat when I reach school. TWISTER WAS SO FUN. NIGHTWALK WAS FUN TOO. HEHEHEHE . I never had so much fun before, As prior to previous experiences, working as a camp instructor is not as fun as this, but both is as tiring as it is. -.- its so tired. RUNNING HERE AND THERE. PREPARING OBSTACLES FOR THEM TO HAVE A GOOD TIME. BUT ITS ALL WORTH IT RIGHT? :-) ESPECIALLY, When one day before the camp, I head over to V's place to bake food for our beloved campers.
We had fun baking, So i think they'll have fun eating. HEARD BEFORE? If one is happy cooking or baking, the people eating it will be feeling the same emotion too. :-) Peanut Marshmallow Brownies with Almond and Lemon Tarts. :D (hehehe) . THEY SAY ITS GOOD. So im happy. Like the baking at night is worth it. HEHEH :-) . MIDNIGHT CHATS WITH COMMITTEE WAS FUN TOO. Sitting at forum, on sleeping mat and just chilling. CHILLING WITH A PAPER FAN BESIDE US THOUGH. HAHAHA . Tiring but fun, I left on the second night, because my phone spoiled. AND IM SICK. Sigh, Why fever came back and haunt me on my 2nd night of camp? :-( . SO ANNOYING. I cabbed home at 12.30am, And went to sleep. I WOKE UP AT 3AM, with a high fever. And i knew it. I can't attend the break camp ceremony with them. SO SAD, NO POLAROIDS. NO PICTURE TAKING. ONLY ME, WITH MY BED. :-( . WORST THING, I've to run errands even though Im sick. -.- but, ALL IN ALL, We received good feedbacks from campers. and thats all we need. hehe thank you juniors, if you guys read my blog. hehe :P
4) Errands
Phone died on me. So i'll be uncontactable till further notices. I had to run down to Wheelock to repair my phone. Praying for a 1-1 exchange, in e end it failed badly. Im still back to ZERO. I've no phones, NO SIM. But thank god, I've a tab. So currently, I'm surviving solely on social media. HEHE . My mum actually borrowed me her 4S. But i think she wants it back asap too. I'LL GET A PHONE (soon), MAYBE A NOKIA. IDK? HAHAHA .
AND SO, Im done with my blog, I THINK THIS IS THE LONGEST POST I'VE EVER POSTED IN THIS 2YEAR. AM I RIGHT ? HEHEHE , PLEASE COMMENT IF YOU LIKE MY POST, Find me on twitter @roseswithhearts and INSTAGRAM @fionaaasyl too!
Till my next post, see you <3 div="">
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